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19.10.2025 18:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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The Fall 2025 Originals comp is out now!

100% of each sale will be donated to Second Harvest Foodbank

outcasttapes.bandcamp.com/album/fall-2...

17.10.2025 14:17 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 3
killians wake | Substack Click to read killians wake, a Substack publication.

:)

open.substack.com/pub/killians...

17.10.2025 18:38 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
β€œLuck, All The Way Down
written in 2023; dedicated to Embrace the Void
killianswake. substack. com”

β€œLuck, All The Way Down written in 2023; dedicated to Embrace the Void killianswake. substack. com”

soft launching my substack over here >> first post is a short poem i wrote in 2023 directly inspired by @etvpod.bsky.social (highly recommend giving them a listen) anyway check it out maybe !

17.10.2025 18:38 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
"I spent a really, really huge part of my life shitting on things that should have been joyful and happy for me because I thought I was, like, the only one who was ready to see it the way it is, right. Like, I tell it how it is and I'm honest with myself and, like, I don't let anyone butter me up or blow smoke up my ass. And now, as an adult looking back, I sort of realize what I did was I rejected a lot of joy out of a form of self protection. Usually, because the people that hurt me told me they were being honest, and I think thats another thing we have to admit about ourselves- you didn't come up with the idea to shit on yourself. Someone shat on you and told you it was love." - Eli Bosnick

"I spent a really, really huge part of my life shitting on things that should have been joyful and happy for me because I thought I was, like, the only one who was ready to see it the way it is, right. Like, I tell it how it is and I'm honest with myself and, like, I don't let anyone butter me up or blow smoke up my ass. And now, as an adult looking back, I sort of realize what I did was I rejected a lot of joy out of a form of self protection. Usually, because the people that hurt me told me they were being honest, and I think thats another thing we have to admit about ourselves- you didn't come up with the idea to shit on yourself. Someone shat on you and told you it was love." - Eli Bosnick

this quote has genuinely changed my life @dearolddads.bsky.social

30.09.2025 21:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

got rejected not yippee

02.06.2025 19:51 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

It doesn't matter if you like another band or not, it costs you nothing to help them out with booking info or give them advice.

15.05.2025 17:38 β€” πŸ‘ 13    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
04.05.2025 21:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

biggest W possible today (first appointment with new psychiatrist went so great)

01.05.2025 16:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ofc! cant wait to hear the album tomorrow!

01.05.2025 10:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
picture of me from three years ago smiling to show two gems on my teeth

picture of me from three years ago smiling to show two gems on my teeth

my memory today lmaoo id gotten gems on my teeth a couple months before i started teaching, they cant stop you from putting gems on your teeth before you teach

30.04.2025 14:31 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Who up listening to @memorygardens.bsky.social ?????

29.04.2025 15:24 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

one year ago today i was driving into nashville to go to my first diy show here :,)

26.04.2025 20:08 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

hello online people, Ily, thank you for being alive and being here

23.04.2025 18:55 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

don’t overthink the social side of the scene. it doesn’t matter if you’re awkward or i’m awkward. if I’m at a show and you’re at the show and we have some little passing conv that basically amounts to hell yeah, we have already achieved something immensely important against the gathering darkness

26.04.2025 03:04 β€” πŸ‘ 30    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 1

Being in rooms full of gay people is immeasurably healing btw

26.04.2025 04:00 β€” πŸ‘ 54    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0

dont play w me!!!

25.04.2025 22:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

dawggg that sounds so good

25.04.2025 16:49 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i can be trusted with a loaf of bread surely i will not eat a loaf of bread

25.04.2025 02:17 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
screenshot of a tweet that says β€œI apologize for getting in my feelings that was very unplaya of me. πŸ˜‚β€

screenshot of a tweet that says β€œI apologize for getting in my feelings that was very unplaya of me. πŸ˜‚β€

coming out of my depressive episode

23.04.2025 19:26 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Happy late birthday to the song that changed the direction of my life, by a band that changed its trajectory even further.

β€˜Full Blown Meltdown’ by Pup means the world to me, & I hope I did it justice.

FBM acoustic is out NOW.

Amazing art @bineshiikwe.bsky.social

OG incredible art: Nes Vuckovic

21.04.2025 13:16 β€” πŸ‘ 35    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 1
Full Blown Meltdown
YouTube video by Full Blown Meltdown - Topic Full Blown Meltdown

Y'all hear this @fullblownmeltdown.bsky.social cover of Full Blown Meltdown yet?!

youtu.be/kae2NvKr4K8?...

21.04.2025 17:29 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Cleveland, OH John Floreani Β· Cleveland, OH Β· Song Β· 2016

song had me in a chokehold in 2016

open.spotify.com/track/7shRUg...

19.04.2025 01:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

do yall think my mom knows im hitting the pen in the bathroom be honest

19.04.2025 01:28 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Safari Room β€’ The Hero (Music Neighbors Play It Forward Session)
YouTube video by Safari Room Safari Room β€’ The Hero (Music Neighbors Play It Forward Session)

Check out the full live version of β€œThe Hero” on YouTube! Had the best time filming this session with @musicneighbors. Hope you enjoy it. 🌸
Watch here: youtu.be/Bj7DLJiZZPc

18.04.2025 20:40 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Hi, just wanted to say fuck TERFs and all manner of transphobia. Those shitheads can kick fuckin rocks.

17.04.2025 00:47 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

peak 2016 vibes this morning (woke up, got too high, listening to cardinal by pinegrove)

16.04.2025 13:10 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

sorry for complaining so much on the internet it’s just that everything’s kinda horrifying

16.04.2025 02:49 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I always hesitate to tell someone how much I miss them because I don’t want to seem needy or coercive or like I’m too much or like I’m forcing them to think of me or that I’m a burden they have to look after or that I’m not ok or that I’m lonely or that I’m scared or that I hate lying in bed alone o

16.04.2025 02:47 β€” πŸ‘ 22    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 0
picture of the night i drove alone by citizen playing on my car radio

picture of the night i drove alone by citizen playing on my car radio

honestly the breakdown just circles around to being funny once it gets to this point

16.04.2025 01:20 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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