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so yeah, all-in-all i can't help but take nothing she's saying at face value when her every action has been less accountability and more distancing herself as much as she can in hopes it doesn't catch up to her and can save some kind of face by acting remorseful when what she does is contrary.

people who say "she's trying, she doesn't need punishment" et cetera from people who did not experience what we did nor do any of us know them. meaning on that front, too, there's unwarranted spokesmanship from some people that is unasked for and non-representative.

people laud her for taking the steps to seek help and therapy. however, considering the telling nature of her actions and what she is and is not doing gives the strong impression that it's a lot of lip service and disingenuous at the very best. as well there's garnered sympathy and calls from -

to my knowledge, no, none of us at all. i know she's talked about talking to CERTAIN people but that never manifested in of itself either. pair that with her putting out a statement first before anyone is an attempt at controlling a narrative. which to an extent has worked considering i have seen -

it was very uncomfortable in the way she would constantly harp on G'raha and hate on his fan base to a very toxic degree. she'd regularly lord over and berate them. i rmb when spec over his VA was ongoing she was just so, so mean-spirited about it e.g. I TOLD YOU SO I KNOW HOW THINGS ARE LMAO etc

unfortunately they tend to worm their way through with enough charisma and the right kind of ass-kissing. before you know it, they have a host of sycophants and blind bending over backwards for reasons they don't know or even believe in. seen it time and time again.

there is a lot more that went unsaid wrt what she did and said and other details because there was just so much that it was insane. this does not come close to fixing things or getting me what i am owed but it's a start & i have to try

oh i do, but most are not appropriate to say

i should tell you about how bad things were even post Azem Con and how little she cared. friend of mine was having severe personal issues; Tiffany was notified and all that and... nothing came of it and was ignored. had to go thru a 3rd party to even be heard there. ridiculous does not start.

i have very severe doubts that she will ever hold herself accountable nor actually address us. her egotistical self-centered ignominy is staggering considering how much she's lying and trying to ignore. not a single one of us has been reached out or talked to.

she was for the most part pretty good at hiding a lot of who she really was by effectively minimizing and isolating people so that no solidarity could be found. in any case you didn't miss anything, if anything your shyness stopped you from being sucked in

what's insane is she would like to harp on people who would admit they don't exactly feel welcomed and snidely berate people and go "but it is, you just gotta try" or something as patronizing

by the way, i hope you yourself are at least thriving. we never got to know each other well, but maybe one day that can change. without that whole pall of oppression. you seem good, and i always enjoyed seeing your journey into art grow and flourish as you progressed.

that's mostly how she preyed on a lot of us and exploited us in different degrees. and she banked on us never finding a voice. that worked up until recently and there was in fact a shared solidarity, vs us thinking we were isolated incidents. manipulative tendencies and possessive all the way down.

when i'm in a better spot, and i can talk like a normal human, i'd like to get to know you properly

It took a lot of talking to and honestly I'm still not in the best state of mind at the moment. But, I wrote out my own statement on my experience with her as an add-on. Not doing this to overshadow the rest, just that it was at the behest of friends.

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

How about another Aerith, Murray?

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Are we sick of Aerith yet? I'm not.

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Yeah, sure, more Aerith. Why not? I never got to do all of her outfits, anyway.

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A render for the birthday girl. Cuz Aerith be my fave and also who's stopping me?

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It's not easy being purple and magical. And floaty.

Thanks to @mukuyou.bsky.social for letting me work on their character!

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Nope, she's still going to kick your ass and it's now going to be an ass-kicking harder than before.

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AS GOD IS MY WITNESS, IT'S THE BRUTE BOMBER WITH THE DROPKICK OUT OF HELL

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There's something to put on your plate. Maybe even mine.

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Okay but hear me out. What if they were Senator Armstrong?

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The Tyrant

Tyrant got the Armiger Lite and he calls himself a weapon master, you ain't no Noctis.

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Go on. You know what you wanna call them. I dare you.

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i fucking forgot that was with YOU i argued that with