f: avery, from collective

kind of rambling to myself

i feel kind of scared to go back to main tbh because after working on myself for a second i am definitely different from cato even though im like complementary to his brain (and vice versa. we keep each other in check)

idk why it freaks me out were a system as hell so its everyone elses problem

i would like to move back to main pretty soon but im thinking of redoing the whole appearance on there since i might be the most frequent fronter now

im always tempted to do a voice reveal on main but idk if thats like not something anyone cares about

imagine pikachu face but like half lidded stare because i cant be surprised simultaneously

shit rn is pissing me off

what happened

im sof ucking tired bruh

im so ass at marvel rivasl when imt ired

genuinely i just remembered im 20 and have so much time to figure out wtf is wrong with me and how to fix it. unfortunately its too late for me to go back to sleep but at least theres that

me when im supposed to be asleep

in a dream my shadow came to me
int he skin of my enemy

the lyricsd that make you go uururu urururuh

cato (i know him)

some chocolate would motivate me right now

i keep forgetting gregg has to wake up early so we can play terraria with our friend tomorrow

anyway i hope all that shit doesnt flop cause we havent posted regularly in a few days (thanks bluesky)

sometimes i wish id get physically sick so itd force me to chill but im busy as hell next week and the following week and the following

i genuinely feel sick from my physical condition (staying up) + emotions

what does a good alt icon look like

public alt hi. rting this cause i might change my handle if i can think of something better. check my pinned before following

main vs this account. the difference?

- less filtered. i dont like posting mentally ill shit on main and i can be picky about what i do post.
- also for my headmates who feel restricted on main
- potentially nsfw. 18+ only (rather than main which still has younger mutuals from my old acc)