mary

Ok im gonna grt back on my accountabilty thread Grind tmr cuz im getting Cute plates for motivation

my family keeps telling me i gained weight and they keep saying stuff when i eat like how they did back then and i completely forgot how they used to treat me and its just making me feel worse .. like i was eating Yogurt and my dad said sum like.. but when i weighed less and ate fast food.. no words

yall i rlly dont know what to do ive been in this binge cycle since oct and ive gained almost up to my hw 😔 idk how to lock in again its so hard i used to be so good at this

OMG YALL I THINK I BINGED TO MY HW???? im going insane. i literally start school soon after a whole freaking yr of not going and the whole reason i didnt go back to school earlier was to focus on my ed and now that was useless #edsky #caterpillarsky

omg its been a Min hey yall

literally i hate my thighs so much

yall i literally hadnt purged (by throwing up) since like before oct i believe but today i did and my head hurts so bad and i didnt even do it to get rid of cals or anything i just hated the feeling of food in my body and its like girl just dont eat then but im WEAKKKK and i always give in

Ive been gaining and losing the same 10 lbs for 3 months 😁 im gonna kns #edsky

REAL.

my favs 😝

a girl with pink hair and a girl with black hair are laying next to each other ALT: a girl with pink hair and a girl with black hair are laying next to each other

is that a mizisua pfp i see ..

its Horrid having to lose what u already lost #edsky #caterpillarsky

i miss my lw and its 15 lbs away are u so serious.. its crazy how it only took oct-dec for me to gain 15 lbs like what is wrong with me thats 5 lbs a month that i couldve been losing.. #edsky #caterpillarsky

ok i spelled too wrong but i dont rven Care my english is rlly bad now

yall lowkey i havent cu t in a minute cuz ive been to scared to since i got caught but i literally had bought a 100 pack of blades before that and now i have 100 blades for no reasons idk what to do

I NEED MOOTS PLZZZ #edsky #shedsky

Ok ive been adjusting to switching houses cuz yk different food here.. so im just trying to figure out how to get my protein in for low cal and me and my dad agreed that i can get $60 a week for groceries for myself so Bless up❤️‍🔥

dec 20

metab day and i Finally dropped 2 lbs ❤️‍🔥 i normally have 2 metab days every week on weekends but i started a Little early for my own reasons.. but next week ill be able to wait until the weekend

dec 19

way over protein and carbs.. went a little over 100 over my cals but its fine i wont let it make me go crazy and into a binge cycle.. one day wont ruin my progress

omg i saw this on tt a while ago and ive wanted it so bad since💔

changed it to my real name.. maybe i should change it back

dec 18

fasted 24 hrs 2:30 pm yesterday to 2:30 pm today

Omg and also almost everyone from my elementary and ms goes to that hs.. theyve seen me at my worst and i wouldnt be able to get a fresh start like Yall dont know how bad i was back then… so cringey but also a couple of my friends/old friends since elementary go there too

IM TOO SCARED TO ASK YALL.. IM TOOO SCARED I ASKED TOO MUCH ALREADY 6 SCHOOLS IN THE PAST 4 YRS..

CLOSEST SCHOOL IS AN HR AWAY BY WALKING BUT ITS 7 MINS BY CAR AND THE DCHOOL SHE GOES TO IS 2 HRS BY WALKING AND 9 MINUTES BY CAR BUT IDK IF MY MOM SIGNED ME UP OR NOT YET.. AND IM TOO SCARED TO ASK CUZ IM ALWAYS FOING THIS AND SWITCHING SCHOOLS LIKE I WENT TO 3 MS AND 3 HS (1 irl 2 diff online) AND

GUYS IM SO SCARED IM GOING BACK TO IRL SCHOOL AND ONE OF MY SCHOOL FRIENDS FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL SAID I SHOULD GO TO HER SCHOOL AND I WAS SUPPOSED 2 GO 2 THAT SCHOOL WHEN I STARTED HS BUT NEVER DID THEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO SWITCH THERE THIS YR BUT IM PROBABLY NOT GONNA GO THERE CUZ I LIVE SO FAR AWAY THE

yall i literally got my period today and the period hunger got to me and i ate all my cals before 3 pm but i havent eaten since and im not hungry in any way so were Good .. and i slept late last night and woke up early today so hopefully ill fall asleep early

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dec 17

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