@llawfully.bsky.social
♡ edsky / shsky ♡ a guy -> he/xe/void cbmi 18.0 ugbmi 10.2 i block a lot old enough to be disordered for 7+ yrs tw for suicide/sh/ed/trauma/csa backup -> @haribobear.bsky.social
day 1;
403/500
locking in; an accountability thread
02.10.2025 17:56 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0nobody who fully knows my trauma will ever see me as human
28.01.2025 21:42 — 👍 1 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0i hate myself so fucking bad i died in that bed in that cafe on that couch in that bathroom in that house in his hands theres nothing in me that remains he shouldve fucking killed me
28.01.2025 22:05 — 👍 2 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0forcing myself to ignore my survival instincts until i slowly erase them because thats a normal thing to want and need
09.02.2025 23:57 — 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0
7.8.2025
max. 850
ate: 366
6.8.2025
max. 900
ate: 943
5.8.2025
max. 700
ate: 565
4.8.2025
max. 850
ate: 791
3.8.2025
max. 700
ate: 1519
i hate myself
2.8.2025
max. 1000
ate: 805
1.8.2025
max. 900
ate: 629
31.7.2025
max. 800
ate: 786
i am so stupid yall
i was going based off of the old diet bc i forgot to change my wallpaper
oh well!!
thankfully i was still within the bounds of this diet but still
i am so stupid
the brainfog got me yall
anyways
Back up account for @llawfully.bsky.social in case I get nuked <3
27.12.2024 22:16 — 👍 8 🔁 3 💬 0 📌 0
fast ended!!
31.07.2025 12:51 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
// bodycheck
still so fucking fat, jesus CHRIST
Accountability thread <333
31.07.2025 12:30 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0ive had lile 0 appetite all day
this fast wasnt even tough
like deadass
0 appetite
i drank tea
i rhink it helped that i was walking around all day w my friend who also ddinr get food so i wasnr tempted
30.7.2025
FAST
couldnt fast yesterfay so im fasting today <33
30.07.2025 12:23 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
29.7.2025
FAST
ate: 624 :((
❌❌❌
28.7.2025
max. 550
ate: 252
vibezz
30.07.2025 12:02 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i cant get myself to actually write stories so ive been writing letters about how i feel and i feel SICK
i hate being in touch w my emotions
i just like being numb
this was a stupid idea
writing long fucking letters about making someone love a lie and then continuing to make someone love a lie
i am truly a horrible person
i feel like i am predestined to love the men who leave me
28.07.2025 00:53 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i have insane abandonment issues
28.07.2025 00:53 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0istg i keep losing and gaining the same 5kg
i get down to 48kg, i gain up to 53kg, i get down to 48kg, i gain up to 53kg, rinse and repeat
i am so sick of this
i got down to 44kg one time and i need to get back there, this is sickening
27.7.2025
max. 600
ate: 541
