Ry Guy

So excited to have mer bear over tonight 🥰

I miss Japan crane machine

Chicago was a blast

This is so precious 😭😭

Barista complimented my Labubu, it’s gonna be a good day

Unless they show up sobbing or with a takeout bag full of dinner for us, I’m upset.

I usually give it a rewatch every couple years. It’s so great

Customized her today. Still debating a name. Any ideas?

Sign of affection mentioned!!! Such a good series

Please admire this chosen pic of Jenna and I that TJ took at Dcon

Trash anime

I’ve been debating for months, and I still like them, so I ordered a labubu. So ugly I love them, can’t wait to make little outfits for my son once he arrives.

LETS GOOOOOO!!!!

No big deal, just another day!! 💕💕💕

I love taking myself on a solo mall date.

DragonCon; fantastic. Four days in a row wearing heavy makeup? My skin is so angry

I’m a ball of pure anxiety and this SUCKS

Say it’s negative, and we’re back to the drawing board with these fuck ass symptoms. She’s on gabapentin right now but I hate that too because she’s just hella sedated and it makes me MORE nervous laying with her and noticing every little twitch and thinking it’s the worst possible case.

Say it is positive. Then we take her off the methimazole, and her ONLY treatment for the hyperthyroidism is the $3.5k iodine radiation treatment. But with the MG, she will be on life long meds to manage the brain/nerves and it’s very likely she won’t live more than two years max.

It might be what’s called myasthenia gravis. So I took her back today to get that blood test done. Results won’t be back for over a week. On one hand, if it’s positive; yay we finally have a result. But fuck, that comes with a slew of new problems.

Parbs didn’t eat yesterday morning and she was hiding under the bed. So I took her to the vet, originally it was another “we don’t know” but I’m glad I spoke up. She’s only had these symptoms since starting her pills for the hyperthyroidism. Doc took time to read into rare side effects and -

a white cat is looking at a computer screen . ALT: a white cat is looking at a computer screen .

The sheer aura this exudes, god damn

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He came so quick!!

Sex so good, it clears your sinuses

But like,, I wanna go to a T Pain Concert

This gives me the warm and fuzzies 🥰🥰🥰

Work week in Wisconsin tomorrow, can’t wait to be ANXIOUS not being home and unable to work on crafts/cosplay

And my project list is LONG. Two wedding dress alterations. Two cosplays before DragonCon (if I can help it) prepping for my partners birthday party. And Ren faire season is starting up soon, gonna be working those weekends.