CQD 🪶🧭

I think I want to start out slowly, in terms of making content/streaming. Maybe even take a few years to get things really going. There's no rush for me personally, I just want to have fun.

Give me a pepperoni pizza and some fries with hot sauce and I'll be a happy girlie I do not care that this is boring as fuck.

Whoever invented the motorized garage door opener why didn't you design it to work in non-mysterious ways? I've halved my life expectancy from the stress of trying to figure out why it only closes when my car is in the garage, therefore rendering it half useful!

There will never be a one size fits all way that every single person will like, and although it may be disheartening to have people not care for how you present yourself as a vtuber, it's wonderful to find those who were looking exactly for you ✨

I think there's merit to being an in character persona or fully yourself in how you present as a vtuber. For myself personally I want to find a middle ground, as I love the magic of immersing yourself in a good character while also relating to them as a person.

I have found exactly 1 smoothie that has bananas that isn't horribly overpowered by the flavour and it's $11 I cannot justify that

Every time I find a new smoothie recipe that look absolutely scrumptious and EVERY TIME it has BANANAS 💔

I have unlocked the knowledge of making french fries whenever I want.

I mean I already knew how to make them but now I'm aware I have no limit. Watch me make french fries every goddamn day of the week 🍟✨

Having gained the knowledge that if I lock the fuck in I could actually do a bomb ass cover of a particular song fills me with excitement and dread.

Why? Because this song is ridiculously fast and wordy.

And Japanese.

CQD, lover of free food but also keeps buying food when she really doesn't need to save your money idiot????

I think petting a cat right now would benefit my mental and physical health.

So I might be experiencing vertigo for possibly the first time ever. Absolutely fucked up I was so dizzy last night I threw up and couldn't sleep, what sick part of the body thought this would be a funny hehe haha kind of twisted joke to pull?

No you may not have any of my fine mesh mashed potatoes with milk salt plant butter and monterey jack cheese

I realize I forgot to put "years" in that first tweet haha
But yes, 11 years today

To be honest I don't fully register this day as the day my childhood friend took her life, because I found out the next day. Her birthday was the 31st. This week always tends to be a bit rough for me. But I'll continue forward, after a good cry and a good night's rest.

11 since you left this world. I miss you every day. I hope you continue to rest peacefully.

I can't stop thinking about those pancakes I made yesterday. I didn't even have all the right ingredients and they turned out so good 🥹
The recipe is from the Stardew Valley cookbook, I've never put honey in a pancake batter before but they taste amazing ✨

I'm using the recipe from the Stardew Valley cookbook! Although I didn't have all the exact ingredients so I made do with what I had.

Exclusive pancake pictures

Seeing my friends find success and move closer towards their goals, it make my heart full (and admittedly activates my determination to catch up 😋)

Happy New Year!! May 2026 be a calmer and kinder year to us all ✨

I hope to meet my platonic soulmate someday ✨

I tried playing The Binding of Issac for the first time.

Oh my god I am terrible at this type of game I lost within 5 minutes on the first boss.

What goals do I have for 2026? Hm, I guess I'd like to manage my finances better, practice singing, work on developing my hobbies, go on a walk every day, go to a new convention perhaps? I haven't thought of a proper list, but these are the things that come to mind.

The new year is approaching quickly... and yet today is moving so slow.

I can't believe I just sobbed my eyes out over Nice Nature's career story line, but it just hit so close to my heart. It's like I was guiding my younger self, heck even a bit of my current self. She might become another favourite of mine.

Headache 😔

Flying is tough on the body. I just looked down at my hand and I scratched it somehow. No pain or anything. Bro what.

So now I am in possession of some tasty hard candies with a Demon Slayer character I am not familiar with but I appreciate the sentiment nonetheless (I'd forgot that movie was also out this year)

Bless my parents, they went out of their way to find specific candy related to the movie my older brother and I had watched earlier this year.

Unfortunately there were 2 demon related animated movies and my mom didn't realize the one we had talked about was Kpop Demon Hunters.