coywolf

i'll write about it in a healthier manner:

some wounds got reopened early last night and things have mended since but i cannot get over hearing "i don't want to see you again" over me being This way

nevermind we're. we're really unwell

i've curated my Instagram into being a wolfblast every time i open it and it's a treat. no more dubious rage bait content on my feed anymore it's just species as fuck in there

there isn't anything wolves can say. it's going to happen

we're trying to reach out. we may not be able to convince her otherwise but we can't just. not talk to her

i haven't kept up with her in a minute and it's just. it's so much to check back in and find this out. like she's made up her mind and i have no idea how to mentally approach this

we definitely do. it's hard to weigh all of this bc moving plans tie into it but just leaving the con out of things is what we're considering

a distant friend we shared our first con with is planning on ending things via euthanasia we can't. we don't know how to process this right now

what the fuck. What the fuck we're trying not to panic but what the fuck

it def won't completely fuck us (?) but it's still going to be like half a grand less that won't be there to live off post-move

that's real but this is one of my mates & both of them are going to be there so like ,,,

i'm trying not to puke rn like. I don't have the mental resources to figure all of this out but it's going to happen regardless

MFF is something that cannot reasonably happen but i'm under immense pressure from all directions to show up so i guess i'm doing it anyway??????

this job is a complete technical nightmare. wolves don't even have access to timesheets anymore, we're working the Job where you Don't get Paid

gods we couldn't imagine. at this level we already struggle to do basic tasks with how scattered everything is, we've lost so much time trying to find tools and supplies from the pile

considering THIS is what the craft space looks like right now, i am REALLY excited to get this organized tonight

oh! beautiful shelf world! wonderful

massive improvement from a quarter pack every day. wolves handled things rly well today so we're confident

half of one light cig to ween off and we're getting rid of the rest of the pack tomorrow. let this be the end of it

wolves got up to the most batshit insane time theft today because nothing happened @ work like at all

i'm just Out Here waiting for fb marketplace sellers to respond

ty,, rly hard right now but wolves got chewing gum n distractions to pull through

we're cutting cigs as of today. feeling like exploding rn but we got this!!

i have werewolf magick this time atleast. urghhghghgg

nothing going on at work again !! i just want to go home n muzzlestuff big wolf

cutting up stitching and throwing bleach on things has been the most fun of any diy we've been getting into

clothes by the pound is an insane pull for a thrift spot AND it's that close to the new den, we're going to stay busy after this move

if i take 2 weeks to respond to you i don't mean anything by it I'm just going through it

all of this would be a LOT easier if i was capable of staying in touch with packmates and friends

nothing going on at this job and i forgot to bring a book to kill time!! wtf do i do