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@nmxx.bsky.social

active burnout. feral kpop stan. qi devotion

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today i got grave dirt from my father's grave all over my kitchen's counter, the floor & myself

normal situation

11.11.2025 18:27 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

xlov are absolutely goated and it's been heartbreaking watching the amount of backlash they have to face for simply being themselves

09.11.2025 17:42 — 👍 23    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

railway is about trains. drive is about driving. connected is about wifi. red lights is about work.

as an nd person, i love that chan always clears up the meaning so there's no confusion !!! good.

06.11.2025 20:33 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

ok but among exo and shinee members whomst are the bestest cocks to offer as a gift? do the members compete for the honor of being a taekai betrothal gift?

06.11.2025 20:21 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

streams and sales are too low for the project to go on. like they're way less popular than mytro that sm got rid of before they even got to debut

04.11.2025 14:25 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

jiang cheng discourse back in the day was absolutely rancid. apparently people who don't like him are watching the show wrong ??? i yeeted myself out of the untamed fandom bc of this bullshit. your posts are very healing

04.11.2025 14:08 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

xikers released a bunch of bangers this year, they are so good i hope they get to grow, they deserve a bigger audience

i love noise music !!

31.10.2025 20:59 — 👍 3    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

became a kpop stan in 2020 and i think it took me about 9 months to decide to disengage emotionally from the SM roster, bc clearly this company is the worst and things are always gonna be heartbreaking

27.10.2025 19:20 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

my mom died a decade ago too and the anniversary was rough.

grief being such a big taboo isn't helping, folks sharing their own grief journeys online helped me feel better about still being so affected to this day.

big hug

26.10.2025 17:26 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

yep, yep. this is the untamed experience: at first there is simply too many beautiful twinks on screen to understand what the ever loving fuck is going on, and by the time things starts making sense emotional devastation sets in

hang in there it's gonna get [redacted]

26.10.2025 17:13 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i feel really normal about the core identity of the fool being their love for fitz. my poor shipper heart cannot deal

25.10.2025 19:46 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

it's not confirmed but they don't have the ratings that could justify the cost of keeping the show on air. it's not looking good

24.10.2025 19:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i am mixed and i look like neither. my sister looks like our father.

23.10.2025 21:49 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

this is incredible. they have amazing songs but struggled to reach a mainstream audience bc of their infamous debut song.

they deserve this so much

22.10.2025 13:45 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

demon fluting remains superior yes yes

22.10.2025 13:25 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

mosquito bite. obviously. what else could it possibly be? it's not like ninibear would ever snack on his bestie. even tho said bestie happens to taste really good. delicious even

22.10.2025 13:07 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

define your music taste with 8 artists:

🎧 nct
🎧 katatonia
🎧 hocico
🎧 jon crosby/vast
🎧 taemin
🎧 björk
🎧 beyonce
🎧 editors &/or interpol

17.10.2025 20:43 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

love that you're infecting the skyline with rote disease.

12.10.2025 12:36 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

omg if you read it please make a live thread about it. i enjoy witnessing people lose their minds in real time. i first read those damn books back in the 90s & have simply never recovered.

12.10.2025 12:33 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

annie as your reader i feel confident informing you that you couldn't write a boring fic if you tried, don't listen to your own brain when it turns on you.

you are absolutely goated and i feel incredibly lucky that i get to read your amazing stories

05.10.2025 13:26 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i need a taekai show that has them taking turns performing each other's discography. and duetting some bangers. and dancing together. and the show's climax is kinda nsfw. to horny jail i go

05.10.2025 13:16 — 👍 13    🔁 4    💬 0    📌 1

you are reading this series correctly. goated badass bitch, the fool

28.09.2025 20:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

big mood

25.09.2025 17:13 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

as a reader it is nice knowing you enjoy writing again after a period where inspiration dried up.

you only write bangers so i am extra excited to discover this special gem

07.09.2025 21:37 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

lists still work. spent 15 min this morning browsing my kpop list, saw 0 ads and 0 nonsense, just the stuff i am subscribed to.

communities and topics also work. basically as long as i avoid the TL itself i don't see the rancid stuff.

lots of fandom contents are only available there unfortunately

03.09.2025 16:56 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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his japanese discography is incredible so his 2018 album is a good place to start. my favorite korean album is never gonna dance again. all his releases are good so you can just dive in honestly.

31.08.2025 12:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

his individual fandom is small compared to how known he is and outside of it he is mostly known for 1. being in shinee 2. being an outstanding dancer.

his vocals and live performances don't get the praise they deserve as a result

he even talked about it and how he wants his vocals noticed too.

31.08.2025 12:53 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

then: signs up for korean class with zero kpop knowledge. had never heard a bts song.

now: listens to nothing but kpop. haven't seen kdh cause i don't have netflix.

times change but i remain an outlier

28.08.2025 19:59 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

people often rec apple music as a better alternative bc of sound quality but they tend to upload new kpop albums hours after spotify. can be days for smaller groups. some nugus are not available on apple at all.

27.08.2025 09:49 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

guy next to me on the subway was watching katseye at lolla on his phone. the girls are killing it right now

24.08.2025 18:02 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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