Kuddles The War Demon

Do not list my fucking name or steam account in your bullshit. Had I known you're BS I wouldn't have responded to your request for a collab.

You were an adult, it was your fucking responsibility to verify. Do not try using any of us or our names to hide your disgusting actions.

---- SCHEDULE 6/22- 6/28----
---------TIMES IN CST---------

Monday: Repo Colab 2 with @viridianstorm.tgs.social @suddenlyrv.com @kuddleminski.bsky.social @hoarfrostlilyvt.tgs.social 6:00 PM

Wednesday: Fallout New California blind RP run 6:30 PM - 8:30 PM

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So guess who just joined the VTuber Creators club?

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Dude y'all are too nice.

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO @viridianstorm.tgs.social @eldara.tgs.social @mercyfunction.bsky.social @suddenlyrv.com and @kuddleminski.bsky.social for the raids after REPO! Go check all these cool people out!!

We sent it over to www.twitch.tv/cavusvt!

#vsky #twitch

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Okay, going live with @alycewg.bsky.social ! She's an utterly fresh Helldiver, so this will be fun mentoring this recruit on the ways of protecting Managed Democracy!
#twitch #vtuberEN #vtuber
www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski

Okay, let's try this again, shall we? I'll be going live for a late B'day stream with my good friend and fresh Helldiver in about 20 mins! So look out for that Going live Notification!

Appreciate it, darlin'. 💙

So yeah, there ya go. All of the end of the year anxiety+birthday was over, gonna do a silly game stream w/ a friend to ease back into streaming. BUT universe gets in the way. Mental Health issues suck, 'cause unlike physical, can't point at the fault and say "I need to recover." Cause it's chronic!

3/4 This is all on top of Seasonal Affected Depression & anxiety surrounding chrimmas & birthday. Not trauma, just 'don't feel like I did much with my life' thoughts. Then... the day after my birthday, while prepping for the stream, I got the news. One friend did succeed w/going into a final sleep.

2/?
One partner's surgery scheduled for 7+ months, gets denied 10 days before the date, and we only get notice of it 7 days before. That sent her into spiral that even spooked me. Then week after, another partner spiraled. Both are safe.

I'll try to keep it vague but: CW: Depression, suicide (not my own). I've waffled on and off on if I should talk about it or not. Cause like, everyone's going through shit, why should I add on more? One acute stressor after another, with fears of partners going into the final sleep. 1/?

Well never fucking miiiiiiiiiind, aaaaaaaaa. Heh. Sorry y'all, this particular stream has been rainchecked. Mental health is a BITCH. Much wuv. 💚💜

Hi! I'm not dead, I swear. Meatspace issues making it difficult to easily stream. In about 25 minutes, I'll be streaming for my birthday. Forcing a good friend to play Helldivers 2 with me. I'll explain later about my unplanned/announced absences. Thank you all for your patience with me. 💚💜

3d render of a female dunmer elf that is in an A-pose. She is a redheaded elf with soft slate grey skin and pattern tattoos that flow along the path that mana travels through her body. Her dress is a saucy evening dress with a very low plunging neckline.

Okay, going live! I am going to be working on finishing up my friend's Dunmeri Destruction mage! Getting her in a control rig/animated/a bunch of fiddly prepping stuffs. Come join me, come hang out, come lurk. www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski
#twitch #eso #dunmer #vtuber #vtuberEN #3Dart

An image showing the streaming schedule for a twitch streamer. A 3d render of a purple tiefling looking ass demon on the left sitting in a casual conversational pose while the stream schedule is listed on the right hand side. Only Weds, Thurs, and Fri are filled. 1:00pm EST to 5:00pm EST and the stream is focused around 3d Modeling.

Hi y'all. Holidays are a bit silly and all that. I'mma stream today, and friday! I'm super sorry of basically not giving a schedule posted. Please forgive me. Going go live in 20 minutes. Hope to see y'all there!

Well, some bulldrek got in the way, I need to take care of offline stuff, so no streams this week. Sorry y'all

I'm gonna try out a different method of dealing with the ADs for my streaming. I may just allow the short pre-rolls go through and not run mid-roll ads. I mostly facilitate relaxed viewing, and with no control over the AD type/volume, I feel it is too jarring, even if ran only once per hour.

Got some progress done on my Dunmer wife's fire staff!

#eso #b3d #3dart #art

A 3D wip screenshot of a dragon like shape on the end of a mage's staff that looks to be heat treated.

You know when you stare at an art piece for too long you get "eugh, don't look good." then you come back to it next day and think "Oh, actually not bad." Yeah, feel that with this staff!
Come join me as I experiment some more on it.
#eso #twitch #vtuberEN #vtuber
www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski

A 3D wip screenshot of a dragon like shape on the end of a mage's staff that looks to be heat treated.

Well, did a lot of experimentation but I think the head of the staff is looking alright so far. ヽ(✿ﾟ▽ﾟ)ノ

Thanks for joining me y'all, even as I rambled! 💙

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Okay, finally home from winter driving, yay! Keheheh, sorry for being late. Come join me as I texture a Glass Motif staff from #eso!
www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski

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OHKAY YEAH. AM LATE. BE ONLINE IN 15. HAHAHAHAHA

I might be late! I live in a very wintery place! I do apologize!

Thanks for coming out, y'all! I at least got the staff UV mapped, high poly baked, and ID mapped. So tomorrow I get to do the actual fun part! Texturing! \o/

Kuddleminski - Twitch Various work on Dunmer Model Current Goal: Accepting the Consequences of My Actions.

Oh hey, I should have updated my schedule post, even though it is the saaaaaaame, yay for consistency! In some places.

www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski I'm live, lets' see how much progress I get done, shall we?

#eso #dunmer #twitch #vtuberEN #vtuber #newstreamer(?)

A work in progress snapshot of a 3D model. It is a mage's staff with a dragon like piece at the top. It's wings are pronounced and symmetrical, with the staff formed in a manner that makes it look like the tail of the dragon.

I do apologize profusely about skipping two days in a row, being sick and all. So... have a WIP of the staff. Worked on it for about an hour. For those that know #ESO well enough! Can you guess the Motif?

#3dart #b3d

I HAD hoped it would be over by today.... but no....

I'm gonna go curl up. Damn winter colds

I'm super sorry y'all, but the sickness has consumed me, I will have to cancel stream today.

Kuddleminski - Twitch Feeling a bit under the weather, so making a Mage's Staff from ESO Current Goal: Accepting the Consequences of My Actions.

Oh hey, I'm going live! Not feeling the greatest, so going to do Capri's staff as that is something I've made before. Especially on first affiliate stream too! 💙

#3dart #vtuberEN #ESO #Dunmer #twitch #affiliate

www.twitch.tv/Kuddleminski

So! Affiliate. I should hopefully have it set up that there should be no Pre-Roll Ads. I will be running ads when I take my breaks to avoid Pre-Roll AND the Ads interrupting my talking/interacting with y'all. So if it turns out that I didn't do it right weds, please let me know. 💙