cal's dump 💫

siblings are calling me a pussy over being. worried. about this shit. Ok

an asshole shot another kid at a park Near the school then fled back to the bus loop before being detained by a resource officer, so everyone who was still waiting for their bus was safe. just still super scary

it happened after school when i had already gone home but i still feel extremely unsafe

guess who's not going to school tomorrow because he's paranoid after a lockdown!! 🤣🤣😂😂🤣🤣😂 #ILovePublicSchool

i cant be bothered to type this alt text. website saying your order has been cancelled for a bullshit reason

okay and i cant even buy something. "your order has been cancelled" Bro what. Why.

im outside rn hopefully to calm myswlf but it might start raining... if it does ill actually crash out bc this is the only place i have alone rn

ohh my god today is awful.
every little thing i hear or feel or see is making me want to rip my skin off. i cant drown it out with music rn. a person who nobody likes is over. i hear my dogs barking. my sisters breathing and chewing. her chair squeaking. i feel like i hear and feel everytjing. kms.

aaaa aaa aa aa a HES SO FUNNY AND NICE 😭😭 ALREAFY FUCMING CRUSHING ON SOMEONE 1ST DAY BACK SONEONE KILL ME

sorry for being gay on alt chat .. 😓

met such a pretty guy today... hes really cool. clocked me as queer too 😭 i got his disc and i thiiiiink we're friends ?? super excited to see him again tmrw

aa 🫂 im so sorry :c hope stuff gets better for you soon!!

crushes r so painfulll 😭😭😭 kill me Now

🫂 i may not be the best at responding, but if you need someone to lend an ear im here !!

its so fucking loud in here holy shit

ill try and email my coubselor abt it but like 😭😭 last time i talked abt switching out of a class nothing ever came of it

just foubd out my schedule. im gonna crash out. Why am i jn keyboard not once have i ever expressed that i wanred to be there. i HAVE said i wanted to be in musical theater. But instead im in keyboard??? Why.

🙂‍↕️ yes!

ill dm 😓

holy shit i can spell

hateee seeing this one fuckibg persona fanartidmst artist on my pinterest so much. theyve drawn suggestive art of haru ajd it pissed me off. but theyre a REALLY popular. and i cajt fuxking escape them.

🫂 aauuagh i know how that is .. intrusive thoughts r so awful ☹️ i hope it gets better soon for you

wtf 😭😭 thats so odd ew ew ew

NO LITRTALLY like what if when i try and talk to them i explode and die because tjeyre cool abd have aura ... or they jump me bc im uncool ......

tgis is so reall 😭😭

its so fucking annoying having a family who is just. sososo incompetent regarding tech. They pretend to know what theyre talking about but they literally dont and thats even more grating

I am so so cringe

A doodle of Mateo Manta from Date Everything. To the right is a drawing of me, Cal, ripping my shirt off to reveal another shirt that says "I Heart Mateo" on it.

been playing date everything. Big fan of this guy

we broke up 💀 im fine though!! they didnt do something awful or anything of the sort

nvm

GUYS..... GUYS PLEASE PLAY DATE EVERYTHING.... GUYS.......