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why are you so freaking pretty tho juliette I can't deal

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🌟Intro🌟
Hello my name is Ezra~

I enjoy making art,Drinking tea and makeup

This is my vent blog that will contain stuff pertaining to my eating disorder and negative thoughts so if you don’t want to see it then,.go away.

MINORS DNI!!

My stats are
Hw:345
Gw230
Gw:190
Gw:160
Ugw:115

I wish I at least could know my exact weight aahhh I might have to start counting calories again

also my aunt is controlling af and will make a big deal out of it if I say no to meals or try to workout. she already is constantly complaining to my mom that I'm "too thin" which I'm totally not, she just hates that I lost weight at all

rn I'm so disheartened bc I was losing weight consistently for like 4 days but my mom asked me to visit my aunt for a little bit to basically break the ice after a falling out. anyway i feel like I'm definitely gonna gain while I'm here because they're constantly going out to eat :/

I'm sorry for constantly disappearing I feel like I'm missing out on making genuine/lasting connections here because of it but everything sucks and life is hard lol nothing can go right in my life and my way of coping is isolating myself(which doesn't even help) and idk how to stop

good morning guys I hope everyone slept well and that you all have a good Saturday♡

thank you sm you too!♡

Why the FUCK am I always bloated

WHAT?? I don't think I'm there yet omg he's already driving me crazy, how am I gonna handle that

my fav #thinspo rn
oh to have thighs this small

I won't repeat the same mistake this time though❗️
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high af rn lmfao why don't I learn

aidjjdjak I could neverrrr

oh nauur I think the system fucked up, that's usually how my nights go lmao I hope you get some proper rest soon<3

noooo I will kms before I go that long😭😭

aww you're right I think I will tysm for the suggestion! ^^

well doneee🔥

damn the only thing that would save me is being yoo scared to go get myself some lmaoo

oh I totally binged yesterday after smoking (yeah I did NOT have it under control🤡) and somehow I still lost 0.6kg hehehe

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Reminder to myself and to you guys
Drink some water

gm!

gm!!<3 slept very well honestly wby??

why don't you return them?????

congratssss!

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hi guys I did the chores then I went back to bed and I've been stuck down a kpoptwt rabbit hole ever since, I hope you're all having a good day<3

now I smoke and binge Mr Plankton for the rest of the day hehehe

omggggg I wish I could show y'all my makeup today aahh I love it

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she/her || 20 || 4’11
lowkey high sw
gw: 115
ugw: 90
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𐦍⋆ pro recovery 𐦍⋆.

ifb!! <3
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