i miss my worst :c i need it back so bad
i triggered myself so bad with my own old pics....
ok so I'm thinking rn... because yesterday I've been drinking with my friend and got tipsy very fast. i told about it to my friends and one of them said "I'm not surprised, you're like 50kg or so" and like NO I'M CLEARLY NOT! I'm way bigger than that unfortunately, but thank you very much my dude
i need to go back to tracking calories. I'm busy lately, so that's gonna be EASY
stitches
i used to, but now i have a cool asf neck tattoo in the exact place most chokers cover
🫂
i tried it on today and if I'll just really lock in till Sunday, this dress will fit me just right. I just need about 2 cm less in the lower ribs area. but also i'm on my period so i think that i might be bloated and those extra cm will disappear without any work
the essence of my ed is that i don't take my allergy meds because one of the side effects is gaining weight
update about that day: i felt really dizzy after getting back home so i ate a garlic bread, 900 cal i think lol
☆ food log 7.02.2025 ☆
—concert day!
fasting! there's no time for eating today :3
total: 550 cal
fruit salad
300 cal
kimchi soup
250 cal
☆ food log 6.02.2025 ☆
plum cake OMAD (i swear it's soooo gooood)
1100 cal
☆ food log 5.02.2025 ☆
absolutely overate on pierogi :/
more plum cake
~600 cal probably
total: 450 cal
plum cake
420 cal
☆ food log 4.02.2025 ☆
my ultimate goal for now: get skinny enough to fit in my fancy thrifted dress on March 16th
veggies
200 cal
banana
110 cal
there's no food log for two past days because i was in a short binge cycle and didn't count calories etc :/ but i'm fine now!
big apple
140 cal
☆ food log 3.02.2025 ☆
you look so good dude!
total: 500 cal