Dorothea

Gentrification does that. 😮‍💨

White people aren't usually found in Liberty City or Overtown but here we are.

I use to suffer from suicidal thoughts but as each person I hold dear passes on, those thoughts decrease.

It feels like a Geass was placed on me to live until my natural expiration date.

Live I shall. ❤️

No. It's a bad idea. Look what happened to adult Stewie on family guy when he dated/did his coworker.

Each time a person I hold dear passes away, my will to live increases.

My mentor/friend passed away. I found out through a zoom call last night.

I felt off for two weeks. A few days ago, I started to feel at ease.

It sucks being sensitive like this at times. 😮‍💨 It is lonely.

#Sensitive

This goes out to Light Skin Lamar that looks like Tom Selleck. 😂🤣

Laughing at the BS I'm posting, good... I did my job for tonight. Goodnight BlackSky. 🫂😘

🎶We can't be friends...
Because you sent me nudes...
Ooooooooo Ooooooooo
I deleted them because they made me feel ew.
Ew ew ew...
I only sent ya one or two just to mess with you.
You got horny.
Oh no no no.
We can't be friends...
Because you sent me nudes...🎶
#MessedUp #Humour #Humor

I started to have flashbacks to where I was bullied by my peers in 7th grade. I thought those memories were buried. The former wicked landlord and her friends unsuppressed those memories.

#TryingToHeal #GotToBeBetter

I hope I'm able to reconnect with my Biological Dad's side of the family.

The former wicked landlord and her friend messed with me so badly to where I felt unsafe building a bond with that side.

One of their friends were a distant cousin. I started to feel unsafe. :(

#TryingToHeal

He also looked like a BMF extra. 😂🤣

Not me. I'd be shocked. 🤣😂

I don't think the dude I use to like would even check this. Lamar got better stuff to do. 😜🤪

If I really loved him, I'd let him go.

There's no rage, no feelings of revenge, no feelings of ill will.

Might crack on you for looking like a CBS crime drama extra but that's about it. 😂

We really did come to terms. :)

#WeHaveComeToTerms

Some people just have nothing better to do. 😮‍💨

It's really ironic when the ones picking at you are shorter and smaller than you. 😵‍💫

Is it just me or is: "I have the 'tism." an appropriation of AAVE/Black English?

I haven't ran into Black autistics using that term. There might have been one or two.

Explain it to me like I'm 16 why it is not an appropriation of AAVE/Black English.

#Autism #Autistic #AAVE

Well, this could be fiction for all we fucking know. 😂🤣😂

You couldn't to be emotionally supportive.

Then you tell me your Dad is a racist. Wish you told me that sooner.

"There are two things you can't get back in life. Time and life itself."

We both wasted each other's time, Lamar. #WeHaveComeToTerms

Damn... I have no fucking clue.

Based on what l have studied on my own, I'll either be a house nugga or get sent to Puerto Rico because some White people are stupid. 🤣😂🤣😂

Seriously though, this timeline sucks. 😮‍💨 My messed up humour is what will keep me sane.

I have no clue. I guess I'll be a house nugga. 🤣😂 Or get sent to Puerto Rico or whatever.

Seriously though, Lord help us...

Exceptions:
*If they went no contact with those family members.
*The family member in question is a distant relative and they don't keep in touch with 'em.
*Those family members passed on. 😵‍💫😮‍💨 Hope they were able to repent. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I can't date or marry someone that has close family that is anti semitic, Islamophonbic, antiBlack, LGBTQIA+phobic, participates in Asian hate, and are truly anti immigrant. 😮‍💨

Can't really be friends with 'em either. That's what I got enemies for, Lamar. 🤣😂
#StopH8

And he was that kind of biracial. 😮‍💨🤯

Go slip on pee pee at whatever gas station that's in your town. Maybe you'll find your Luanne. 😂

From a scale of 1 to 5 on the Pretty Ricky meter, you're a -6.

I feel this. 😮‍💨 My rest is soon.

Dude isn't going to find this. He's probably busy and just moved on.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Oh well... My own company is better. The Michelin Man can dry my tears.

That latest Kirby album helps me keep pushing on.

Especially with how I treated my boyfriend. 😮‍💨

Chances of the dude reading this is low. If he is, I hope you aight... 🫂

Unfortunately I went beyond crazy on the guy I love. He didn't deserve that.

He's innocent. 😮‍💨

Maybe this birth control patch will work better then the arm implant one. That gave me 2 years worth of hell.

I have deemed myself incapable of romantic relationships for the time being. 😑

#BeBetter

I'd tell to eat a dick but they'll like that. 🤣😂 So instead, take a swim in the Miami River. I heard it's poisonous and will turn you into the Simpsons 3eyed fish.

#PettyOl'Me #SmartAlec

Because of that shidt...

The person you fucking broke is skeptical of anyone that claims to like them.

I'm skeptical of most until they proven that they aren't blokes, cunts, fuckuggets, cunt nuggets... You get the idea, B-Bloc and AAR-Rod.

#IWantToBeBetter #ItsCPTSD

If you ever dated someone just because your friend(s) dared you.

Your kid(or kids) will be picked on 10x times more.
Or... You'll go into depression and beg for the person you broke up for help.
The same person you called cringe or weird.

You're a fucking cunt.

#Healing #BeBetter

Unfortunately so. 😵‍💫 One day you're having a decent day and bam! You miss that one person that died unexpectedly. 😮‍💨

My maternal aunt passed away during COVID.

I will not end up like her. I will not put myself in situations where I'm not valued, loved, or cared about.

Now my current boyfriend gets punished for the deeds of others. It isn't fair to him but that story is for another.

I was afraid to date men that were similar to him and my older (half) BioBro after that.

I'm a little bit healed from all this shidt but I have a long way to go.

#Healing