lau

conflicted between wanting to be more present in social media but also opening social media and seeing current events gives me extreme anxiety

today woke up to one of the best comments ever so naturally i had to send it to my friends and be giddy all day

seeing that 6/6 is making me feel a little 🫨🫨 #warriornun #avatrice

falling asleep at work because i stayed up late writing so i could post the last chapter? more likely than you think

fighting an internal battle since i want to finish the fic but at the same time every time i get a notification of a new comment it makes my whole week

after my almost broken finger and all the times i poked myself with a needle because of the embroidery project, i wasn’t expecting my mom to be the one making the fingering joke

okay i need to star mentally preparing myself for my cold shower. why did my heater have to break in the worst week possible??
any tips on how to survive this ?

meanwhile i watch hour long videos about fun saturn facts, and im on my period which means now im incredibly sad i will never see an aurora on saturn’s hexagon storm

currently learning how to embroider because i convinced myself that an embroidery hoop would look amazing in my art wall

i neeeeeeeeed a First Daughter (2004) inspired caitvi fic

nothing like putting your phone in ‘do not disturb’ mode for four hours and coming back to only one (1) ‘upcoming period’ notification

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah never thought i would live through the day one of my fics appeared on my tl
hope you enjoyed it :]

Oh this is absolute fluff as weeeellllll AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Essay1_Silva.docx by awaterbottle
archiveofourown.org/works/55586053

#SaveOURWarriorNun #WarriorNun
#Avatrice #SaveWarriorNun

currently playing far cry 6 and thirsting over dani and every other female character

there’s two sides of me. i either stay in front of one painting for an entire hour or i speed run through the whole museum in thirty minutes

sometimes i think about how my mom, who never recommends me any tv show, watched Warrior Nun on a random Tuesday night and texted me the next week saying she thought i would like it

it’s been super rainy lately and i’ve also been casually finding the best music, all is good

i was finally writing, then i remembered it’s my birthday and i promised my friends to go out to eat

thanks ✨ at least i can use it as motivation to finish it faster so no other things happen to me 🙂‍↕️🤡

fanfic writer curse is real because i start writing a chaptered fic and my grandma dies not long after

commitment to getting a chapter written is bringing out the typewriter because i’m at my childhood home without a computer and i refuse to write on my phone

if i take too long to publish chapters it’s because i’m currently stuck in the most useless work call ever

me, procrastinating university work to publish a fanfic?
yes. and it will keep happening

i love writing meet-cutes
i love writing ‘first meeting’ dialogue;
the back and forth,
the playfulness of when you first get to know someone
I CANT STOP

like at this point im fully convinced that investing on a submersible laptop would be worth it if it meant i could bring it in the shower with me

i start with a premise, then write and see where that takes me, and during the following weeks i will get ideas at the most horrible and inconvenient times, i’ll try to write them down somewhere (hope i remember where) and finally use stream of consciousness while i also try to follow those ideas

normally when i write chaptered fics i wait until i have most of it written to post the first but this time i didn’t so now it’s time to panic

🫡 thank you! i guess i’m not sleeping today

thanks!! will definitely check everything out