𝕯𝖎𝖆 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑 ☪︎

she woke me up at 3:45 and claimed she hadn’t slept yet
why does my 3yo have insomnia

a black and white cat is sitting on a bed next to a pillow . ALT: a black and white cat is sitting on a bed next to a pillow .

i don’t wanna get up

uuughhvggb

utter devastation, how dare he be laying there smelling so good and i can’t physically melt into him? 😔😔😔

oh man it depends on whatever my default stim is at any given time. currently it’s just “womp womp”

tried merging with him by laying on him and putting my head in his shirt. it didn’t work, we’re still two separate beings 😔😔

tired of my jaw hurting

this fucking nerd asked for a notebook and pen and started doing math to calculate their production levels at his work and brainstorming ways to improve production?? he’s so cute

“mommy watch this”
[intense dance moves that risk my child falling and face planting]

me: [feeling disheartened and unsure about what to do with the teens rn]
my 3yo: “mommy i love you really really really really so much” [hugs me and gives me a bunch of cheek kisses]

it’s me i have mcguffin boobs

that’s very sweet 🥺🥺 i do know they love me, i just think they don’t understand what exactly pertains respecting adults, esp with the history they have and the toxicity and lies their mom has always spread to them about their dad, so it’s a learning process for us all i guess 😭

i was having a hot flash but it just passed and now my boobs are freezing wtf

thank you 😭😭😭 i just care about them so much and i wanna do right by them, and i know time and just loving them makes all the difference, but the time part is hard. they’re
usually great, but sometimes they act out and it’s so disheartening and i feel like what i do doesn’t matter 😭

expressed through text i was starting to have a panic attack and he texted me some comfort, but then he came in and hugged me and i started crying bc it was so sweet and i could feel most of the shaking subside and now im having very conflicted heightened emotions bc im stressed but appreciate him

thank you 😭 raising teenagers, esp teenagers that aren’t yours with their own traumas and mother issues, is not easy. and it surprises me the things that trigger my own traumas 😅

am having rough night

i thought only toddlers and babies go through behavior regressions but apparently teenagers do too

Picchu plushie sitting at a desk with a laptop on it (on my puter)

me @ work

coworker requested a little “trick or treat” decoration for her desk

it’s a curse, being this funny 😔😔😔

i accidentally spilled my water bottle in my purse, and then told my coworkers i was just trying to liquidate my funds

they might kick me out

sorry to intrude 🫨😶‍🌫️

a baby in a black shirt is running through a hallway ALT: a baby in a black shirt is running through a hallway

oops i thought u called
[misunderstood summoning. am a mom]

Im sorry I cant show you my beautiful radiant confidence right now my friend is using it