Honey Belle

I forgot I was a bad bitch.. tragic.. guess it’s time I find her again.

Someone sent me a message and asked me for a nude. So I sent them a really zoomed in picture of Gordon Ramsey’s forehead winkles and said it was my cleavage,they sent back a jacking video and now I am in tears because some guy just got off to Gordon Ramsey’s forehead. 🤣😂

My spirit “animal” so to speak.. LOL

My job is demanding and it’s hard to shut my brain off. I’m also a single mom so even after work, my mind is full. That often triggers my depressive episodes. By submitting it gives him the power to snap me out of those states. It puts me in a place where I can find my peace and calm.

Not only is it mentally/emotionally satisfying, it’s sexually satisfying. Sex, doesn’t have to be a part of submission, but for me, it’s an important component. And as I have said before it is NOT the only component. But for me, I need it and want it because it quiets the noise in my head.

I’m strong-willed, intelligent, and perfectly capable of taking care of me. I’m in charge of a lot of things at work all day, so when I get home, it’s nice to NOT have to be in charge. Handing that control over is so unbelievably satisfying. if I am being honest the whole thing is just über-sexy.. 🤷🏻‍♀️

To me is more than just great kinky sex. It about my being able to fully trust someone else to give them my submission. It is about knowing that we have both consented and negotiated things within our relationship. That I am cared for and protected and can give myself fully to the other person.

Once both people are comfortable with the rules they have established (like safe words, limits (hard and soft) and the extent of control the dom has over the sub), they can go on to further the dominant-submissive relationship. But all of that requires trust and commitment.

This lifestyle is more than just about kinky/rough sex. It can be part of it but not the only thing. BDSM doesn’t start with both the dom and sub leaping into a sexual relationship straight away. It’s about a particular way of life that involves a set of rules between the people in the relationship.