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Beef Barf

@authenticityforge.bsky.social

EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE WILL BRING DOWN THE SYSTEM. TOO MUCH MONEY IS A BUFFER AGAINST EMPATHY & REASON. Late 40s. Living as authentically as I can in a world of patriarchal damage. #CPTSD #PCGaming #extrememetal, #patriarchy #CSAsurvivor #sober #traumor

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For any particular reason?

02.02.2026 18:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yep. It'll be deny and project as usual.

Hey I have a question: on your profile you put "keep any ugly to yourself". I'm politely wondering how you define ugly. Thank you :)

02.02.2026 18:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Remember when Saruman saw Orthanc's surroundings being destroyed by Ents?

That will be Trump at the end of this.
#lotro #thelordoftherings #tolkien

02.02.2026 18:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm on PC as well, though I mostly play alone by choice, or with my brother in LOTRO and Once Human.

02.02.2026 18:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Immersive sims or games similar to The Sims?

I'm a big survival horror fan but I have to limit my exposure since I have medical conditions that affect my response to adrenaline.

02.02.2026 18:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Vader. #metalsky #godisdead

02.02.2026 17:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

What kind of games do you play and what platforms?

02.02.2026 17:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Have you ever put yourself out there with personal stuff for promotion?

02.02.2026 15:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you ๐Ÿ˜ญ ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

02.02.2026 15:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

NOT happy that Failure Swift didnโ€™t use the Grammyโ€™s to speak out against Trump. She wasnโ€™t there because she did have an album in this cycle, but sheโ€™s the richest woman in the world and could be doing a lot more.

I hope all that money doesnโ€™t turn her into MAGA.

02.02.2026 15:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So yeah I started following this account to help bring levity to my life.

Hahaha.

02.02.2026 15:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Doubt it. You'd have to play that long first. 22 years, let alone consecutively, is extremely difficult.

02.02.2026 15:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

@alienlilith.bsky.social You know Katya, putting oneself out there when you have CPTSD (in other words, allowing vulnerability) is very brave, especially when it involves something personal like my music.

02.02.2026 15:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So, I asked a prominent metal youtuber who posts, with permission, a lot of extreme metal, if theyโ€™d be interested in promoting Traumor. They said itโ€™s not really their thing.

Iโ€™m not naming them because I donโ€™t want hate sent their way.

Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria sucks. CPTSD again.

02.02.2026 14:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

America has always been fascist. Just ask Black people.

02.02.2026 05:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

CPTSD people: Weโ€™re in a psychologically abusive relationship with the system that we canโ€™t escape after being in a psychologically abusive childhood that we couldnโ€™t escape.

02.02.2026 04:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Anyone else feel not only that 1) January was the slowest month in human history but 2) itโ€™s been so cold that, in combination with prior trauma, our bodies are trying to hibernate? Iโ€™m so compromised that my short term memory is shot and I feel dissociation bcz I canโ€™t get away. CPTSD.

02.02.2026 04:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Ok.

I am surrounded by peaceful things. Warm things. Things that want me to be calm and peacefully happy. My plushies want me to be warm and cared for. They love you, inner child.

They are protecting you, and so am I. You are the most special one.

02.02.2026 04:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

God I hope that isnโ€™t true but I would not be surprisedโ€”that much money changes a person.

02.02.2026 04:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I thought of the โ€œshe could have used the Grammys to speak outโ€ thing a few minutes ago.

Who are her questionable friends?

02.02.2026 04:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Tonightโ€™s Bruins game really overstimulated me. Iโ€™m having to cry and self regulate. And Iโ€™ve been home watching the game, not out somewhere.

Iโ€™m glad I didnโ€™t get tix to Napalm Death bcz I probably would have gotten even more dysregulated.

CPTSD *really* hurts ๐Ÿ˜ญ

02.02.2026 03:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Must see TV.

The ASL telecast of the Bruins Lightning goalie fight.

02.02.2026 03:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Taylor Swift I take it? What happened? I was watching hockey.

I love Lady Gaga's prowess as an actor, though I'm not a fan of that style of music.

02.02.2026 03:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Someone wanna tell me how Jesse Welles didn't win ANY Grammys???

02.02.2026 02:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Trump is already dead inside. It's apparent in everything he says, does, and in his appearance.

02.02.2026 02:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

...is this list for real?

02.02.2026 02:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

No he's going to rename it "The Big Beautiful Trump MAGA Penis Center minus John F Kennedy"

02.02.2026 02:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

No excuse for those last 2 penalties Bruins.

02.02.2026 01:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Goalie fight.

02.02.2026 01:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

GOALIE FIGHT AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

02.02.2026 01:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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