For any particular reason?
02.02.2026 18:20 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0@authenticityforge.bsky.social
EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE WILL BRING DOWN THE SYSTEM. TOO MUCH MONEY IS A BUFFER AGAINST EMPATHY & REASON. Late 40s. Living as authentically as I can in a world of patriarchal damage. #CPTSD #PCGaming #extrememetal, #patriarchy #CSAsurvivor #sober #traumor
For any particular reason?
02.02.2026 18:20 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Yep. It'll be deny and project as usual.
Hey I have a question: on your profile you put "keep any ugly to yourself". I'm politely wondering how you define ugly. Thank you :)
Remember when Saruman saw Orthanc's surroundings being destroyed by Ents?
That will be Trump at the end of this.
#lotro #thelordoftherings #tolkien
I'm on PC as well, though I mostly play alone by choice, or with my brother in LOTRO and Once Human.
02.02.2026 18:04 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Immersive sims or games similar to The Sims?
I'm a big survival horror fan but I have to limit my exposure since I have medical conditions that affect my response to adrenaline.
Vader. #metalsky #godisdead
02.02.2026 17:38 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0What kind of games do you play and what platforms?
02.02.2026 17:34 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Have you ever put yourself out there with personal stuff for promotion?
02.02.2026 15:46 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Thank you ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
02.02.2026 15:45 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0NOT happy that Failure Swift didnโt use the Grammyโs to speak out against Trump. She wasnโt there because she did have an album in this cycle, but sheโs the richest woman in the world and could be doing a lot more.
I hope all that money doesnโt turn her into MAGA.
So yeah I started following this account to help bring levity to my life.
Hahaha.
Doubt it. You'd have to play that long first. 22 years, let alone consecutively, is extremely difficult.
02.02.2026 15:04 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0@alienlilith.bsky.social You know Katya, putting oneself out there when you have CPTSD (in other words, allowing vulnerability) is very brave, especially when it involves something personal like my music.
02.02.2026 15:01 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0So, I asked a prominent metal youtuber who posts, with permission, a lot of extreme metal, if theyโd be interested in promoting Traumor. They said itโs not really their thing.
Iโm not naming them because I donโt want hate sent their way.
Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria sucks. CPTSD again.
America has always been fascist. Just ask Black people.
02.02.2026 05:06 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0CPTSD people: Weโre in a psychologically abusive relationship with the system that we canโt escape after being in a psychologically abusive childhood that we couldnโt escape.
02.02.2026 04:33 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Anyone else feel not only that 1) January was the slowest month in human history but 2) itโs been so cold that, in combination with prior trauma, our bodies are trying to hibernate? Iโm so compromised that my short term memory is shot and I feel dissociation bcz I canโt get away. CPTSD.
02.02.2026 04:27 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Ok.
I am surrounded by peaceful things. Warm things. Things that want me to be calm and peacefully happy. My plushies want me to be warm and cared for. They love you, inner child.
They are protecting you, and so am I. You are the most special one.
God I hope that isnโt true but I would not be surprisedโthat much money changes a person.
02.02.2026 04:11 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I thought of the โshe could have used the Grammys to speak outโ thing a few minutes ago.
Who are her questionable friends?
Tonightโs Bruins game really overstimulated me. Iโm having to cry and self regulate. And Iโve been home watching the game, not out somewhere.
Iโm glad I didnโt get tix to Napalm Death bcz I probably would have gotten even more dysregulated.
CPTSD *really* hurts ๐ญ
Must see TV.
The ASL telecast of the Bruins Lightning goalie fight.
Taylor Swift I take it? What happened? I was watching hockey.
I love Lady Gaga's prowess as an actor, though I'm not a fan of that style of music.
Someone wanna tell me how Jesse Welles didn't win ANY Grammys???
02.02.2026 02:25 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Trump is already dead inside. It's apparent in everything he says, does, and in his appearance.
02.02.2026 02:20 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0...is this list for real?
02.02.2026 02:19 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0No he's going to rename it "The Big Beautiful Trump MAGA Penis Center minus John F Kennedy"
02.02.2026 02:19 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0No excuse for those last 2 penalties Bruins.
02.02.2026 01:55 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Goalie fight.
02.02.2026 01:38 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0GOALIE FIGHT AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
02.02.2026 01:35 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0