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set myself on fire today lol

3D Art Commissions Interest Check

Hi guys I received news that I’m likely being furloughed or having my pay stopped while the government is shut down. I’ve created a google form interest check about potentially opening comms for sculpts or models if you don’t mind responding and sharing this post! forms.gle/zHwY4RKs2pmw...

coppolas dracula is a fucking riot. i threw up about it its so good.

good news for people who dislike me today. if there any haters to my name know that youve backed a winning horse.

where the fuck am i gonna live

Low effort

A grayscale cartoon drawing depicting the artist lying down on the carpeted floor of their apartment bedroom. They like limbs bent crooked, face disoriented, surrounded by a vortex of half-packed personal belongings including books, toys, and clothing. Beside them is a Nintendo Switch open on the title screen of the game "Balatro" - the power cable caught under their back. To the top left corner of the illustration, a cat lies on its side looking up towards the viewer with his toy bird beside him.

Packing Vortex (Feb '25)

A panel with a boy (Farmboy) with bright eyes looks towards the viewer. The next panel, everything goes dark as his eyes roll back into his head. His body is dragged away and through a field, away from a farm. His weight leaves a trail in the grass. The text reads (from the perspective of Farmboy) "Mama, it's chillier on the other side of the fence than I would've liked."

The Lamb, The Bear, and The Ewe

A COMIC GIFT for my dear friend @polistini.bsky.social !! Still super proud of this one, go check out their stuff too they have amazing characters and art!!!! (1/3)

[ #LichArt ]

So, what do you propose?

#oc

alarm clock

well done

Do not go quietly! Keep struggling!

tired.

im not worthy. of goodwill, of love. im not better. i wish i wasnt fixated on stuff. relatively its not that bad. i know that. i know im being dramatic. i wanna stop. i wanna stop. i wanna dtop fucking feeling like this fucking please im so fucking tired. im so fucking tired of being this person.

its coming. i can feel it coming and i feel fucking weak. i feel fucking powerless. im going to convince myself i want to. i dont keep it straight in my head. and my values are mixed up too. i dont hate that guy at all. in fact i really did love him. i probably loved my parents too. idk.

i dont want to do this. i dont want to be so fucking stupid abt this shit. how do i fucking let go of this. its in my body. i feel it there. how do i relax it. i know that worrying compels the worst of it. i get paranoid and i lose touch with myself in a panic and its over. and i just feel like.

i dont get it. i really dont. i want to. i wanna convince myself i could just be like. a person. and live my life. but i just dont believe it. i see this desperation i feel and i corner myself so i dont do anything unwise. and when i ease up like. i am like that. i prove it to myself.

how do i trust in others and myself. were just fucking human. were just like. doing whatever comes to us. and i really want to feel in control. i feel the need to enforce control over myself so i can affect my surroundings. if i loosen up ill want to control others. what is this. like what is it.

he didnt. my parents too. they were just doing what was natural to them. they werent sure about anything either. but i dont wanna continue this. i dont want to keep being awful man. i dont wanna keep giving others what ive been given. and i dont know how to do that but just. disappear.

i dont know how to relax this anxiety i feel. i know i can do wrong. i know i can take everything that hurts inside me and put it on others. how do i stop myself? i feel this tension and im compelled to like. fix it. i need to stop myself soon. i need to understand it before i make these mistakes.

idk. its not like theres kids here. but theres people. why should i want to share myself with people if im like that guy. why should i get closer to tell them all this shit thats just wrong with me. i wish i just wasnt afraid and acting like a fucking child. i want to let the fuck go. but im there.

listen just. whatever. i dont know. who cares.

盟友❤️‍🔥

black and white nsfw sketch of vash and wolfwood from trigun max. vash is in his usual outfit while wolfwood’s pants are missing, wearing messily his jacket and dress shirt. from a third’s view from behind, vash has a hand on wolfwood’s thigh, near the back of his knees, and has wolfwood’s right leg lifted to keep his legs spread while he fucks him. wolfwood’s right hand is clenched, the side of his hand pressed against the wall. his left hand is steadying itself on top of the punisher, which is leaning against the wall too, in front of wolfwood. both their eyes are closed, cheeks flushed, wolfwood leaning his head against the punisher, face close enough to reflect off of it, and vash’s chin rests against the bare of wolfwood’s shoulder, from where the jacket and shirt has been slightly pulled down from. the punisher also reflects the front view of where vash enters wolfwood, a front row seat to the action.

between two partners
#vashwood #nsfw #trigun

🩷 Pink it up with #vashwood 🩷

yeah no i just feel completely humiliated abt the ways ive externalized this and completely failed to recognize the reasons i was doing anything when its fucking obvious oh my g-d >∆<

there fucking isnt and ive been being fucking crazy about it for my entire life because i felt like i needed to prove myself

i havent seen it..