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thinking abt this cowsona i made and didn't rlly develop

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Charm is a former god of life, with a special interest in plants and gardening !!
his favorite flower is the tulip, as it was the first flower he grew from a seed with help from his mom, also a plant lover :) (spring green tulip bc he's green!)

for those with impaired vision who may not be able to see barely visible aspects; from left to right at the top: - Markiplier bite of '87 reaction image - "(max size is 1987 px :) )" - image behind the fella is a single dot of the brush, enlarged, showing a squashed, solid-colored transparent png of Freddy Fazbear

hey have a. brush i just made 4 IbisPaint - preferably would be used for line art, i haven't tested it for coloring, and it has no blending aspect to it !!

heh... i can count to 900 on ONE(1) hand.... the scientists call me an affront to god and throw. rocks at me 😏😌

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formulating my own object show world and lore........ dark/light academy themed, well, academy, where only one class and the professors are left, the others vanished.....a mysterious figure over the intercom gives them challenges, and only one person will live and get to leave... the others perish..

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fighting some really heavy, existential depression right now, that i find hard to express - it's bullshit that humanity had to evolve far enough to develop such expansive consciousness, all it does is intensify grief and despair

okay, so apparently my mom wasn't the one who told me that, according to her, i was the one who thought and said that- bro, my memory of that event is SO untrustworthy, literally every aspect i remember is just blatantly incorrect

might do some personal art regarding all that stuff, just kinda trying to put my feelers out and explore that possible part of myself i never noticed

bugs that are present in decay and decomposing, and that perhaps subconsciously i viewed myself as dead, decaying, and decomposing from the inside out, thus sparking a fascination with death, obscure and morbid medical/mental conditions, and symbolism regarding decay :/ 2/2

been talking with my partner and realizing how much of my childhood behaviors/thoughts centered around violence, decay, and death - realized that when my mom, during the medical procedure, pointed at the ultrasound screen and told me the dye was the bug in my stomach, chances are i equated it to 1/2

super villain outfit is eh but im chill w that-

super villain themed around luck/dice/gambling, but instead of being extremely lucky, they're extremely unlucky, BUT they use that against their enemies, thereby becoming a paradox of good luck from escaping fates meant for them, and bad luck where they happen to them all the time

my brain is currently trying to decide if i want a warm-toned, muted quilt with lace edges, a taxidermized bat encased in resin/a rabbit skull, or a cutesy pastel pink stylized sweater with a lot of decor/details added to it for christmas :/

i wish i could split into like, three different versions of me so i could go for cutecore/pastels, victorian gothic/macabre, and cottage core/vintage styles at once, i hate sharing a brain with three different preferred styles :/

i wish i had stuff to nerd out about, all i can do that with is Steven Universe, MLP, and random fun biology and animal facts :/ did you know humans have patterns on our skin that are just invisible, and there's a disease that makes them visible? i hope mine is the checkerboard one

i think one of my favorite genres of music would be, like, industrial dark cabaret

i am RLLY proud of her design, i thought the neck ribbon appearing like the ears of her outfit's design was rlly clever, as well as the buttoned suspenders as eyes, i struggled w the face paint tho, i tried going for an actual bear warning road sign at 1st, but couldn't simplify it in a cohesive way

this is his current love interest btw; a cannibalistic, feral clown who grows stronger with every other clown she consumes (yes, her hair and outfit are made to look like a bear/bear's face, and yes, her face paint is a danger/warning road sign) labeling just in case, tho nothing is actually exposed

adult Carrot with his inner mind fully unlocked by a being known as the Concept of Consciousness; at this point, he had been taken into a mental health facility as he posed a danger to himself and others. he is then revered as a religious icon and figure, imparting infinite knowledge and true, varying visions of others' futures - long after this, he becomes the second known person in this universe, of all characters made and developed daily over 6 years, to have magic and power strong enough to force a fitting godhood onto a non-divine being without pushing their minds and bodies into danger and self destruction; himself. he is, as of now, the god of totality and jocularity, taking on a carnival-like theme, as according to him, their entire universe, fabricated by beings outside their understanding, in the real world, was made as 'a cosmic joke'

adult Carrot, now ravaged by feral instinct and violent impulses, with his (now ex,) girlfriend Poppy; they argued a lot, and only seemed to get along during intimacy.

POV of teen Carrot confronting a jailed woman who was manipulative and abusive towards his older sister; he tortured her for hours, refusing to let her die during this - he defends and avenges those he loves with immense determination

baby Carrot, a fluffy, ambiguous monster with a fluffy tail, four arms, ginger fur, and piercing red eyes

thinking abt this oc (Carrot Ghastly,) and his lore... (images are backwards-) born to the god of harvest/decay and former god of life, discovers his passionate aggression, and has his inner eye opened fully; now omnipotent and divine- all lore is improvised on the spot; we go w what sounds cool lol

he hides knives in his mouth, his only friend is his old dog who, after the Incident, gained human intelligence and became a weird little furry man who has a cardboard box that can be used for his face - Akuma is wracked with guilt over losing his brother during the blast, who tried to stop him

my oldest oc is Akuma, i made him around 5th grade, he's a feral bastard of a man who is the reason everyone in his city was turned part animal (furry nuke, idk man) - he's the son of a shitty scientist father, and he hides out in the attic of a family he torments, i made him bc i was edgy & emo lol

feeling the object show rot taking over...i've gotten invested already.......i fear it may be too late for me........

caving and watching object shows now in order, wish me luck

"oh my god what if someone breaks in2 the house and attacks u rn" - *walks thru how unlikely it is for someone to do that to this specific house in broad daylight* - "ok ya but like.... what if tho 😳"

this is how my brain feels a lot of the time; i go thru anxious paranoid scenarios, and then another me goes thru it logically and points out how stupid it is - this does not help, i still feel the anxiety and fear of a prey animal either way

i hate self-diagnosing, but i keep looking into dissociative disorders and hooooo boy (particularly derealization and/or depersonalization; the real kicker, i think, is my memory (huge memory gaps, bad short-term memory, no emotional connection to memories, bad or good))
anyone have any input? 🙏🙏🙏

sick and depressed but at least i have brekkies 🕺🕺