2nd car tour
I made it out of the house for the 2nd daytime car tour. Lunch outside in Nags Head where Amber fed a corvid. A stop at an oceanside beach with great wave splashes, birds, and I gathered sand for a friend. Third stop at a wee crescent beach at Oregon Inlet. Back home for shared dinner…
Thank you, friend. 💜
We made it. I am a useless lump today. Luckily I don't need to be a useful one.
I had to go back to Hillman today to get an immune boost injection. The side affect is bone pain. Antihistamines are supposed to lessen that. Cancer is a barrel of LOLs.
#deathwork #terminalcancer4me
Not how the air felt when I was holding that bottle, more like a clown in the circus. 😂
At Hillman Cancer Center drinking a bottle of water while wearing my ice mittens and my ice booties. These are now required with my chemo so I do not get neuropathy. It's kind of amusing and awful because I get cold so easily.
Health update, I wasn’t accepted into the clinical trial
There is a threshold that must be met via the light up medicine they injected in order to qualify for the clinical trial. My primary tumor lit up way more than they could've hoped, but the two small nodules did not. Because of the arbitrary…
It is a lovely (appropriate) life card! I agree about integrating all the things. Most decent websites, and some booklets, explain the imagery, too. People forget it started as a practice and later written meanings. I'm an "the ether will tell me" interpretive reader. "Official" meanings... 🤷🏼
What a wanker. How do these vote and sleep at night? (I know, they sleep just fine. It's the rest of us awake.)
I love your take on the colors. Aside: the Fool is my life card. I love it so much. 🙂
Humans, let's start with 🧊. I don't have most names or even faces, but if we say it is the portal to largest gathering of "illegal" immigrants....
Yay!! That's fantastic news! ❤️
What time is the mocking allowed to start? I haven't attended a good mocking in aaaages. 😁
So if I'm understanding this correctly-
High schoolers are walking out of class to protest ICE.
Wine moms are running the coffee station at outdoor at anti ICE protests in sub zero temps
White liberal men are outside with assault rifles guarding their neighborhoods from ICE
Hilarious and endearing.
It's been almost a dozen years since I wrote this. It is unfortunately still as pertinent now as it was then.
leanintojoy.org/2014/04/14/p...
JFC
Update about the clinical trial
Here is the most recent update for the clinical trial. They've decided to close phase two. Phase two is the one where everyone gets the drug and it is the one I wanted to be included in, and because they had spoken to me already about it all I had to do was sign the…
Terminalcancer4me update, Jan 30, 2026
I had the meeting with the clinical trial doctor yesterday. The study is in phase two non-randomized and that is far better than phase 3 randomized. If I qualify for the study it will last for 6 months. I will receive a radioisotope once a month during this…
Yikes! Stay cozy and warm as much as possible.
Scan results & the next step
Got my scan results back and reviewed them with Dr. Malhotra today. Brain fine, one area of enhancement is believed to be from the radiation treatment. She'll confirm that is the case with the radiation team, though they called me with my results saying the same thing.…
Protect our waterways! Let the EPA know you care and to not implement the rule!
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What a cool shot!
I imported my LJ to Dreamwidth when I opened my DW account. Since then everything posted on DW was crossposted to LJ. Thank gods. LJ was a good place for me back in the pre Russian days. Anyway, thank you.
Nnnooooooo
And, apparently still cannot be trusted not to take the Zofran because when I was refilling my Med containers there was an extra one and I was like oh hey in my mouth you go. Someday I may learn. Or not. Luckily I only take 1/3 of the dose per 24 hours on those 3 days.
#deathwork #terminalcancer4me
