No1

I’m not even asking you to love yourself or anything, just don’t be such a downer every team we chat, it’s fine to do it in a playful way but when every time you refer to yourself has to be on some kind of negative light or connotation then it becomes unbearable to interact with them

Probably a little mean but people who are self-deprecating all the time are so exhausting to deal with

Not giving second chances is probably an objectively bad trait but I personally find it positive, no need to risk myself getting hurt by someone who already let me down

It’s funny how much of a hater I can be at times

She sometimes asks if I'll take care of her when she's old as if the moment I get to live on my own I'm not cutting off someone who's caused me so much trauma and fear in my interactions with others

She loves screaming at me and never apologizing when she's stressed, I love being her verbal punching bag and being pointed all my flaws because I can't read her mind, what a great fucking parent

honestly one of my biggest motivations for moving out is getting rid of her overbearing ass

love when my mother talks confidently when I tell her something happened with my pc, bitch you use fucking mcaffee and dont know what an ethernet is

Both scared and excited for tomorrow, cries

MIAOW

good dolly c:

@thepromisedaugment.bsky.social you're gay <3

I like to think I can get along with most non-bigoted people but seeing someone be utterly negative the whole time is the easiest way for me to not care about having an actual friendship with them

Seeing someone from the outside who just seems to hate on everything, call everyone ugly and be rude to everyone they meet wonder why they can’t have a relationship or even friendships lol

anxiety before doing something is always the worst, it feels like I'm choking, but when u finally do it's liberating

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

And I thought a year ago i was meant to be a bottom/power bottom at best and now I just have an intense urge to dominate pretty girls

The princess urge to make a girl submit to me

I've always hated myself for having a "thicker" build, esp after realizing im trans but slowly accepting it

Maybe deep down I consider myself a doll, a toy, for all the wrong reasons

Why is it so hard to believe
I know I would never, if I wouldn’t then than means other people think the same
Then why is it so hard

I sometimes feel shame for watching content (yt videos in this case) one would consider for kids

I might be too pretentious and self important at times

There's so many thoughts I hold off for being a public account, teehee. And this lil account isn't ideal until privs happen, quite the conundrum

Porn so good you associate it with a character everytime you see them again

Is there such a thing as having too much affection for one person?

Last post was just me needing to vent out some thoughts

I should make a habit out of this, it feels good to let it out. I'm not strong enough to make them more clear but these are enough for me and that's what matters

(Not like I have much of an audience at the moment but maybe when privs occur)

No point waiting until the perfect tides show up
Let yourself bask in this intoxicating feeling
If you drown yet again, I will always be there to drag you out from the depths of the ocean
You look so much better gasping for air than trapped in a cage of uncertainty

That's a really good idea, I must get you sisters

CUTE, time to get you daughters....