AND NO I DON’T MEAN I SEE MY FRIENDS THAT WAY BUT YOU KNOW HOW CIS MEN ARE WITH PRE T TRANS MEN anyway i want to die! It sounds silly but yeah i crave love and intimacy and me being trans is always a problem for everyone!!!!
I know my mom loves me regardless but still, mama i’m sorry i’m not the beautiful happy daughter you wanted. Instead you have a cripplingly mentally ill son who can’t do shit by himself. I’m sorry.
They can’t pretend i’m at least part female like i think they do w my friends? I have never felt more unwanted or undesirable in my fucking life i just want a bf
Or bfs why is it that all the men in my life have treated me like trash? First showing interest KNOWING im trans, LEADING ME ON and then rejecting me for this exact reason even if they were fucking bi? Is it why i think it is? Is it because i’m so cis passing (and my pre T friends are mostly not)
I need to ask this. I am a trans guy that’s been on T for 7 years and ive passed since i was a kid. I NEVER get clocked or misgendered. i find it so hard to get with cis men who aren’t middle aged chasers. Seeing as how my other trans friends who are mostly pre T have no issue with getting men 1/
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I am honestly running out of any will to go on. My body keeps betraying me. What the fuck am i still doing wrong? I know i fucked up in the past and i know i abused it but i don’t think i deserve this sort of payback, i’m sober and doing my best
I miss when the world was run by lizard people and not pdfs
Ive never heard that word before 😭
Idk if i can consider it exercising but ive been getting a bit more physical activity lately. Its mostly just planking but im getting better and im gonna crank up the difficulty over time
Bro fucking everybody is blowing up my phone this morning wtf
Ive had crushes on like all my friends and there’s not a single one where im like “damn i wish that worked out”
I wonder why ive been struggling to eat lately, it would be fine if it didn’t make me feel extremely ill which then causes me to have panic attacks and lots of heart palpitations and overall a very shitty day. I’m gonna be almost entirely by myself at work for 12hrs tmrw.
PATD fans, the AFYCSO remastered album is out!!! At least where i live!!
I hate my upstairs neighbours do u really have to drill on friday mornings??
Never had it and i’ve eaten some questionable stuff so idk you’ll probably just risk salmonella
Work is super boring bc we’re outta season but i’m tryna savour it bc ik what’s about to come as soon as spring rolls around
Rewatching DBZ
I got rlly fat i dont even wanna know how much i weigh now so i need to delude myself back into some sort of ED mindset bc this cant go on. I wouldnt even mind how i look but sensory wise its a nightmare
Yeah sort of but i think with me it’s either every 2 years or every 3 months
Lowkey love random ppl pulling up to me in the city to talk about religion
Youtubers doing comedy standup shows is basically the new podcasts
Using my facial hair as a stimboard
Haven’t slept in two days i have literally zero self control I think
Happy bday
Who up wasting they potential by wishing they were different
In the club listening to metal versions of dragon ball z battle themes
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