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there are a lot of good ones if you search hard, but honestly. same hat. it's one of the reasons why I went back to writing.

Guess which idiot lost the password and email to this account?

She's doing better now but my nerves are shot. As always.

Anxiety at all time high. This hasn't been a good past two weeks, sorry.

Mom isn't doing well, health-wise today. I just hope it's migraines.

Fighting the urge to say "THAT SHOULD BE RIGHT BESIDE HIM......"

Being so happy but also jealous of Shiori....

I also hope it's good too, of course.

Anyways, I hope that new Gundam is extra "woke" or whatever words that piss off a certain crowd.

Idk what people do in times like this. I'm not suicidal at all so don't worry about that, but its hard to even dredge up energy for things I like that isn't a decades old MMO. It's more of an empty feeling. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

My hours got cut for this month, so I've been playing more FFXI, but that's only a bandaid and a distraction. I need to be social as that helps. We will go back to regular schedule.

I've been very bummed out so sorry if I've been super distant. It isn't anyone's fault here. It's a mixture of the current political climate, being stuck with a shit job, and I guess seasonal depression.

DON'T TALK TO ME. DON'T TOUCH ME. I AM NOT OKAY.

wow i cannot believe they did this all for me (delusional)

i'm so glad that they realized the direction for these games were not it. they weren't. the same goes to mana khemia, and i'm a bit more lenient on those games, but my god, they did not age well either.

and even if we didn't include her, there was haunting ground, project zero, etc. atelier had such a stellar cast of female protagonists before too so it was like a huge slap to the face to witness such a downgrade for the iris games, more so the second one.

it's insane when i think about how much i abhor atelier iris 2 with how it portrays it's female cast, especially the lead, and now even more because i realized estelle bright's debut was in 2004. a whole ass year before this game. this game was doing this when estelle bright was the blueprint

I am indeed the unluckiest person when it comes to the holidays. idk why.

It was indeed close to being broken. Whoops.

I'll get that checked tomorrow.

I just realized that maybe I broke my nose.

Mococo cute beam🩷
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I CAN'T KRILL MYSELF. FWMC WOULDN'T WANT THIS. I GOTTA KEEP GOING. I GOTTA BE STRONG.

Freedom at last!!!!!!!!!

I was about to blow my brains out.

Chiwawa and Momoco🩵🩷
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