This Moon is Blighted

living with parent that absolutely hated each other cause an ungodly amount of stress and then I still have uni assignment and j0b searching just end me pls release me from this hell
like wow now I understand why children with divorced parent develop m3ntal 1llness this shit suckkkkkkkkk

Bi-monthly personal vent incoming
So 2 months passed after the whole dad "allegedly" having affair. Mom basically giving up cooking which is whatever, I don't fking care, I'm felt so dull like m@fuyu at this point. However, dad is quite pissed at this and now I have to stand between them which suck

I'm getting old cause bAcK iN tHe dAy oN yE oLdEn fOrUm if you get blocked or get kicked out, "wow okay! Rude" should be the only respond and then you move on doing your own stuff. There was absolute asshole too but they get banned quickly. I guess internet etiquette was never get passed down

omggggggg fuckkkkkkkkkk offffffffffffffff
this is why i stay being a lurker cause what the point of reaching out commenting and 1nteract1ng with pep only for complete rando b0ts acc to jump in

I forgot that it's September back to school month that explain the fewer 00mf posts

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I'M TALKING ABOUT RANDOM INFLUENCER ACC NOT ANY OF MY 00MF I LOVE ALL 00MF DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT I WON'T UNFOLLOW ANY 00MF

I can't begin to explain the panic I felt when scrolling on main and no usual 00mf show up for a whole 10 minutes I was so afraid that everyone has block me for some reason omg

gotta clean up my follows list soon, too many random acc that i don't even remember why I follow them

Silksong!

sr for disappearing the funny bug game got my adhd ass

it will happen again

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just check it, 4.8 is on the light-moderate side but hope you are okay 🫂🫂🫂stay safe regardless

godddd i kept forget to replyyyyyyy but its okay. Finish building my encryption app so now just waiting for the other team members to write the report. hoping for a B+

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actually quite funny catching up on an m00t and checking their old posts but the only like they get is from jiro but its also endearing so thank for keeping up the work

Whyyyy is it so shameful just trying to engage in some harmless fun engagement post???? I spent like 30min editing my qrt making sure it doesn't get too weird like whyyyy I WANT to have fun and joke around but what if my joke is too much my vibe too horrible is that why I stopped getting engagement?

Hey g00gle how do I get deeper friendship to my mutu@ls without feeling like a pervert predator
Like can I dm? Do you consider us friends? Is this too far? Does vaguely hint about where we live just to have some topics to talk about make me creepy? I'm sorry for being alive btw just end me next time

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(idk why i made this uh i mean relax and float away?)

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Back to back to back exams I hate uni so much just give me the damn degree alreadyyyyyyyy. I'm gonna end it if I failed calculus again

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Feeling horrible for wanting to end
Feeling miserable for not wanting to end
Feeling stupid for even typing this down trying to act fancy
Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupid stupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstupidstu

Okay so hmm idk if y'all relate but it's fucking embarrassing to feel the spiral coming but then you snap out of it. Like what am I supposed to do now I should feel guilty abt it but I'm just so sooo tired. Family falling apart but still got uni tomorrow so what now

i ruined everything i should end my life i dont deserve to live

i asked my sister to at least verify the affair stuff but apparently she doesn't know anything about it. So now im so lost idk what the truth anymore and even worst, my sister has a huge argument with my mom abt "planting weird ideas into my head" and now mom came home looking so depressed

🏙️👋👋 ado hibana spotted!!!

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it is your dominant hand? if so that gonna be suck for a while hoping you'll recover swiftly 🙏