silly beam ! <3

not having a good time at all, might disappear

mom complained how much i’ve been calling :( i swear i’ve only called them once a day and i guess that’s too much 😪

😪 I also got my period so I’m not doing good at all

I hope so 😔🫂

they left early this morning and I’m a mess 😣

I have therapy in an hour so hopefully that will help

my parents are going on vacation tomorrow and I’ve been crying all weekend about it. I don’t know how I’m going to handle being without my mom and I’m terrified.

It’s tomorrow so I hope so 😣

I’ve been in so much pain for the last week and I’m not sleeping well due to this meeting happening on Thursday, ugh 😑

thank you kay. 🫂🫶🏻

a mutual who i thought i shared many interests with unfollowed me and that kinda hurt. i’m trying to not let these things bother me but it’s like losing a friend and i feel like i’ve done something wrong 😖

3 years* wow you can tell I was actually in tears 😭

thank god I have a lawyer so I feel somewhat okay about it now and they say I can tell them I have my mom with me but fuck

have only had my social security income for 4 months and they already want to set up a meeting to see if I’m still needing it or not…like hello? I didn’t go through the process for 3 tears to just not need it 😣 it’s also a phone call meeting and I’m terribly afraid of phone calls so this is great! 😣

probably definitely is, I’ve only had one ex on here… I think 🤔

asked my mom if I could bring Luna to the theatre tomorrow night and she said no…guess who’s going to bring her anyway 🤭

🤯 lmaoo

when the pain is so unbearable i throw up 😣

on my main*

i just lost a ton of followers and i don't know what i did but damn i was so excited to hit 4k and now it's gone :((

i hope i'm not mutuals with them, that's so stupid!!

🫂🫂

i can barely keep my excitement down for my trip tomorrow ahhhhhhhhhhh

It’s only random times she says stuff. Like 99 % of the time she is really supportive and buys me them so I can’t complain too much but it still hurts when she does it 😕 I’m sorry your mom is that way, friend 🫂

why is it so hard for me to shower 😣 like i know i need to take one but i just can’t ughhhhh

i just went through 5 stages of shock, i need a minute

jk i spyed on her page and it says Married??????! uh deff can say i'm over it lol

thank you! 🤗

he apparently feels bad so my mom told me not to worry about and that we're going !!! yayay !!!!

i think also having a brother who is also autistic helps as well because he's been diagnosed and gotten all the support, he also truly believes that i am as well which is nice.