Papa Bear

Why did dressing up nice make me feel like a fat slob? I wanted to feel nice and all I felt was huge.... I hate being fat.....

Oof, I'm a little horny today...

I fucking hate how much they talk on the radio in the morning. Like, give me a fucking song...

New Core Belief Uploading:

Being my authentic self will allow me to build authentic relationships.

#Therapyisforeveryone

Nothing like having my clothes no longer fit to ruin my mood.... I have to buy bigger pants for the winter. None of them can button anymore...

Had a weirdly frustrating dream that has left me annoyed, frustrated, and upset. Ugh.

Now I have to start my day trying to get out of this mood.

Super sore from yesterday. Sore thighs, sore butt, sore neck, and sore back!

Who knew pulling weeds was so demanding on the body!?! Lol

I actually had a pretty good day today!

Of course; the nice cool weather helped too!

Depression tried to ruin my day by giving me a mood killing dream last night.

But that's all it was; a dream.

Hmmm, visiting my Aunt is sort of turning me into a Club Member. #thisisnice #Florida

a shadow of a clown is cast on a red and yellow wall ALT: a shadow of a clown is cast on a red and yellow wall

Or this...

"Think back to your childhood. Do you remember when the anxiety started?"

Went and touched Nature today; Nature touched back. It was consensual.

Fall weather genuinely perks up my mood. I love cool and cloudy. Even feeling sad feels good in that kind of weather.

Dolly always brightens my day!

Apparently every single street in Denver needs to be repaved this fucking week.....

People only care about me or hangout with me when they're getting paid....

Had a Therapist; they're gone.

Work "friends" never wanna hangout after work.

I'm so insufferable that people demand compensation to be my friend...

Introducing my OnlyFans...

I give up

Hey dude driving a Porsche with Florida plates in Colorado... Wearing that cowboy hat makes you look ridiculous.

Yes, I'm judgy.

I need a space where I can just create whatever I want to; with all the supplies I want within easy reach no matter what I want to make.

And cookies. Cookies would be nice too.

Am I the only one who thinks "Sex and the City" is not good? Why do people keep watching it? Why are more shows and movies being made? It is not good.

I'm a fucking loser. I wish I was dead.

Well... I'm just a shit human being. I fucking suck and I wish I didn't exist

Oof, extremely horny for some reason today.

Furthest I've Been:
(From a US standpoint)

N: Victoria, Canada
E: London, England
S: Cancun, Mexico
W: Maui, Hawaii

Now these I would buy!

Some days I wake up all bright eyed and bushy tailed and ready for the day.

Today is not one of those days....

Please push me in next!

I feel like the 40-year-old Virgin.... Which is not a good thing in the Gay World... Or so I've experienced....

I've been with nobody and I never will. Love isn't in the cards for me...