shmel

i just found out one of my favorite childhood authors passed away this month. the last book in her 10-book series was sent to her editors a couple months ago, so it may get published in the future. it’s just so devastating to know she’ll never experience her fans’ reaction to its completion 🥺

my dreams are starting to feel a lil too realistic

i woke up thinking i stole a car and was freaking out 😭

just finished the first season of invincible… when i say i cried, i CRIED 😭😭😭

nooooo wayyy the house of night series is getting a movie??

maybe i need to reread it so i’m prepared

i want shabu so badly omg

just watched the first two episodes of invincible and that first episode was CRAZY 😭

ngl it may be a bitch to style, but getting bangs was the best decision i’ve made in a while

having to work with menstrual cramps should be a crime. there’s no way i have to look presentable and unfazed when i feel as tho a knife is being shoved into my uterus a million times

omg fantastic demo dropped 😭 and the art cover is RED

the caitvi edits/meme lives on

of course my cycle would start the day of the blood moon lunar eclipse

i am officially in sync with the universe

that looks sick!

i want to wish for brant so i can collect all the characters, but maybe i should just get changli’s weapon to bring her damage up 😭

god it SUCKS being f2p, but i don’t want to spend another thousand like i did on genshin 💀

i sure picked a bad day to not wear my rain boots 😭

it’s crazy how i can still smell the cologne lmao

idk who it was, but i hugged someone last night and their cologne stuck on me. i think it fused with my perfume and the combo was all i could smell on my drive home.

the scent is so pretty/intoxicating, so now i need to know who it was bcus i wanna use it with my perfume 😭

i’m just glad my biggest problem rn is deciding between growing out my nails or cutting them so i can play my instruments

Autistic women and other gender minorities have been screaming this for a long time: Autism is not an excuse for bad behavior, misogyny, or harassment towards others. "They can't read social cues" is not an excuse for abuse or harming others.

ain’t no way some old ass fucker tried to follow me 😭😭

thank you to my friends for being great protectors but that was fucking scary

i just listened to one of my old collabs and ngl it was a vibe

i love when my friends get me flowers 💜

i was trying to find a photo of a tulip & iris bouquet i got from my rave son years ago but i can’t find it

i ended up looking through my snap memories and seeing so many funny & cute moments with all my old friends 😭😭

i miss going to shows to see the djs i actually listen to and not just for the vibes

started rereading HP. i get to this part and all i can think of is this lil comic lool

my anxiety levels SKYROCKET when i have to chúc my relatives 😭 and i can’t hide away anymore bcus i am an adult who has to call them directly if i don’t show up

i hope they’re lost in my room or something. otherwise, i will have to replace them. i just don’t wanna give jk any money 💀

i have no idea where my slytherin tie is 😭 last time i wore it was halloween 2023. on that same note, it was also the last time i saw my wand

vietnamese americans who support that orange man are crazy stupid. you can wear all the red and ugly tr*mp gear you want, but you will NEVER be american enough to him or his supporters

he don’t like any of yall and he wants ALL of us out of here

ngl even with an official diagnosis, i still felt like an imposter in the autism community since i don’t exhibit a lot of traits

but then my cousin talked to me about her new friend who she thought was autistic bcus they remind her of me and then got a confirmation they were LOOL sooo we good 👍🏼

started listening to “the cut that always bleeds” for the first time and this is a dm i got LOOL

i love witchtok 😂

tbh i can’t hop on co-op with anyone besides my bestie. i don’t think anyone else i’ve played with had the same level of patience for me as he does