ALT 🔞 ૮ ˶′ ཅ ‵˶ ა !!

🫧 — me posting on main instead of here oops

⛓️‍💥 — We’re actually so fucking making out rn…..

⛓️‍💥 — Hey? Hello? Ummm, hey.

🫧 — i love you :( im sorry i promise ill heal for you if not for myself

🫧 — I WUV YOUUUUH

🫧 — i’m too bad to be this depressed

🫧 — i feel like this is what i deserve

🫧 — you got me fucked up if you got me listening to mom jeans i swear

🫧 — at least i have juno and adonis and this cigarette to comfort me rn (dio is never any help love u tho king)

🫧 — the pendulum will never stop swinging and the roller coaster won’t ever turn off until i have the proper resources to put my bpd into remission and idk why i can’t accept that. i still beat myself up for it and still can’t love myself and still feel guilty and crash out like bro please chill

🫧 — maybe canada was right maybe assisted suicide is the answer for bpd i don’t want to hurt people anymore because i can’t be a normal person /nsrs

🫧 — that makes me feel secure but my feelings are never going to do that thanks bpd!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!

🫧 — what the fuck is even wrong with me. i feel fake even though i know all these feelings are real and valid and can exist on top of each other but it just makes me feel so guilty and like im a fucking indecisive whore who deserves death because god forbid i ever have an actual concrete feeling

🫧 — but i also hate his guts and wish for him to be fucking dead and to never text me again but i also am in love with lilli and want my whole life with her and i hate being this way. like why can’t i give up? why can’t i let go? why do i make shit decisions and bounce around on my feelings?

🫧 — i hate being borderline and never having set emotions it makes me never feel ready for anything or like i don’t have actual fucking emotions ykwim. im still in love w my ex but im also still obsessed with myles and i still wish for a relationship with him like every morning when i wake up

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🫧 — reinhardt …. takes a fucking shot

💒 — Just did some witchcraft….. I love Aphrodite dearly.

🫧 — /nbh

🫧 — you didn’t do anything wrong i promise :(((

happy 4/13 I saw Eridan Ampora when I was 13 and he altered my brain chemistry :)

#homestuck #eridanampora #art

🫧 — i love making the worst decisions of my life and then going and seeing the worst movie of my life im literally signing ***** and the minecraft movie in my suicide note

🫧 — im jumping off a cliff

🫧 — i don’t hate you i couldn’t ever hate you and id never see you as replaceable :( i promise you didn’t take anything t too far baby girl and i love you dearly

🫧 — sighhhhhhhhhh >_<

🫧 — /j

🫧 — been so sewer slide al recently but i can’t do it until sbr

🦇 — nooooo baby you’re not manipulative at all and it’s okay to have a lot of needs :( nobody would think that of you

🦇 — ok well dying rn

🦇 — it’s okay baby i love you <3