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@martyrjoan.bsky.social

Educator, playwright, "gamer", karlach enjoyer, lover and hater of many things, including the French She/they

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Mental health so catastrophic due to my job that my bf had to sit me down and say he thinks I need professional help πŸ˜”

15.11.2025 18:53 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

on the topic of dick cheney, one thing i’ve always said is that you shouldn’t kill a million people

04.11.2025 12:07 β€” πŸ‘ 11770    πŸ” 1923    πŸ’¬ 108    πŸ“Œ 31

His friends no longer have to worry about him shooting them in the face and then coming up with an apology for him.

04.11.2025 11:56 β€” πŸ‘ 30    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Every time I start to build resentment and fatigue over my job, I have a really really good day with the kids. Funny how quick I change my tune

29.10.2025 23:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The immense sense of guilt my job makes me feel over literally everything. I go home and rethink every interaction I had with a child today and think of how that could make me a terrible person

29.10.2025 05:38 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Oh gosh I'm so sorry πŸ˜”

29.10.2025 05:38 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

One of my destructive-when-mad students broke my classroom treasure box today 😞

28.10.2025 05:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Next time I get body dysphoria, please remind me that I went to three separate stores and looked in their petite section and all their smallest skirt sizes did not fit me

22.10.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
A drawing of a black cat resting under a blanket. The caption reads, "please be patient with yourself; it all feels overwhelming because it IS overwhelming"

A drawing of a black cat resting under a blanket. The caption reads, "please be patient with yourself; it all feels overwhelming because it IS overwhelming"

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08.10.2025 22:11 β€” πŸ‘ 4018    πŸ” 1671    πŸ’¬ 20    πŸ“Œ 20
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this james cameron interview with the coastguard is so fucking awesome

17.10.2025 19:10 β€” πŸ‘ 510    πŸ” 58    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 12

It occurs to me that this might be PMDD

14.10.2025 06:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Mood board for when I was at men's Warehouse with my bf helping him try on some suits (for his sister's wedding + general business purposes) and an associate came over and jovially said "So you guys getting married !?!"

14.10.2025 06:29 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Literally yesterday I felt like I was at the bottom of a pit and kept crying/bursting into tears for no reason. And this happens EVERY MONTH for like two days straight!!!

14.10.2025 00:39 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

FIRST DAY BACK FROM MY FALL BREAK AND MY ALARM DIDNT GO OFF AND IM RUNNING LATE LOL

13.10.2025 14:02 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I swear my mood swings with my menstrual cycle have gotten way worse. The older I have gotten. Like the couple days before my period starts. I wish I could seclude myself from all of society so that no one except me has to deal with premenstrual me

12.10.2025 22:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

THEY'VE BEEN TOGETHER ALMOST 9 YEARS 😭

12.10.2025 08:21 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Like it, love it, want more of it.

06.10.2025 03:10 β€” πŸ‘ 114    πŸ” 29    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Wait I took a bunch of pics today and am looking through now and started blushing at this one 🫣 the way he's looking at me !! SIR

06.10.2025 01:13 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Billionaires PLEASE get a hobby or get the guillotine

04.10.2025 17:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

IT'S WORSE THAN I THOUGHT

03.10.2025 13:51 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

FINALLY SOME GOOD NEWS

30.09.2025 02:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Reading Rainbow Is Back, With Mychal the Librarian Hosting! - Reactor The butterfly is back in the sky; can’t wait to fly twice as high.

EVERYONE STOP EVERYTHING Mychal the Librarian is hosting the Reading Rainbow revival!!!

reactormag.com/reading-rain...

29.09.2025 19:34 β€” πŸ‘ 8472    πŸ” 2553    πŸ’¬ 131    πŸ“Œ 396

First grade is so wild. Why did one of my students just chuck another kids' shoes over the fence

26.09.2025 19:59 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Major yn Englisshe:
β€’Β focused readinge & writinge prepare you for anythinge
β€’Β research, communicacioun, creativitye, and interpretacioun will be needed for careers not even invented yet
β€’ meaningful engagement wyth big ideas and textes that will staye wyth you forevir
β€’Β it ys awesome
β€’Β books!

17.09.2025 19:06 β€” πŸ‘ 460    πŸ” 111    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 4

Dang y'all I guess I'm safe. Here I was suspecting that I have autism. But I only use ibuprofen and not Tylenol so I'm good

23.09.2025 05:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I hate that all the songs and poems for centuries and centuries are actually right. I thought I was enlightened and above this

23.09.2025 05:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Being in love for real is so stupid. Why does it make you so NEEDY Like you tear up leaving their house when you're literally going to see them in like 2 days. I hate this

23.09.2025 05:33 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I did not foresee him being one of the only celebs to be on the right side of history. I tip my hat to him. I love Mahmoud Darwish. This is quite moving

18.09.2025 04:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Embarrassed as a Shakespeare fan to say I always associate this most strongly with Haunting of Hill House

18.09.2025 04:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Cried in front of my class for the first time today 😭

12.09.2025 01:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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