xvii. THE STAR (REVERSED)

>deserved it

( @no-reality.bsky.social )

// i don’t want to work. i wanna get my yuri on

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( their faces are inches apart. they could turn their head right now and close the distance between them. it would be so easy. )

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a soft whine rises in the back of kris’ throat. monika’s breaths ghost over the punctures in their neck and make it sting. they exhale shakily, fingers pressing into her arms. )

h…hh
mmonika
..

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( they feel lighter as she pulls away, this sort of holy ecstasy. they’ll never be able to atone for all the ways they’ve hurt people, but monika is certainly closer to getting even with them than she was before. the second bite only pushes her closer. +

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exposing their throat to her as if an invitation for her to tear it out. they don’t protest, nor complain— simply let monika take what she needs. )

( they deserve this. worse than this, actually. they’ve hurt her so much— even now, she’s being far too gentle with them. this pain is absolution. their wrongdoings are draining from them along with their blood.

they exhale shakily, letting their head tilt back. +

// a meteor will be hitting them soon

( they let her, baring themselves to her as if they were a deer and monika a wolf. they deserve it— to feel this pain, delivered by her hand. they hardly protest as her teeth sink into their skin; their breath hitches, and that’s all. they hold her shoulders to steady themselves. )

… ( they nod, slowly. their hand finds their hair, and brushes it off their neck, baring their skin to her. )

i think so
i think you deserve to know

..ddo you want to

good thing im normal

….. ( they nod meekly. they should be the one apologizing to her— for pushing her away, for her hand, for everything. but it’s all for her own good. )

ss sorry
for hurting you

( they ball their hands into fists. maybe it’s what he’s saying, or maybe just his voice pisses them off. maybe it’s the fact that he’s just rolling over and letting them hurt him. )

.. no
but if you stay here
if you keep trying
i will

( surely that’s enough, to get him to leave. )

// coughs weakly. my replies …

dont even,n joke lad

hashtag my attack dog

"You're not a good person," she said.
"I wish you didn't exist."
I wondered then if she was talking to me
or her own reflection
in her own mirror.

ok just making sure

you should be put down like a sick dog

you dont deserve this or anything nice but in time all will become dust

oh ok

did ssomething happen..?

noone fucking likes kafkaesque

…..you ok
?

hep me

????????