@plainolsxrah.bsky.social
So many thoughts, so little time ♋︎
This scent . I miss it. I miss you. Playing songs from old playlists is the only way I get to cuddle with you. The songs that used to be played while taking a nap
Songs that are ours. Are mine.
I hope you don't share them with anyone else
I don't need no sticking dating app lol (something my dad would say R.I.P)
31.01.2025 01:33 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0It's an ego boost when someone says hey hi are you? And to give a compliment on the train while they're smiling
31.01.2025 01:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Okay 💯 recommend
29.01.2025 01:44 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Damn do i need this song playing all the damn time It's the only time I feel okay and that with this song playing on repeat 🎶
28.01.2025 21:46 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0And there goes the feeling 😕
We gave each other out youth and now I'm left with a void and looking to fill it with anything I can
I want to hold on to feeling forever
It's the first time I'm feeling truly happy/content with myself 😊
Okay only 3 😬
28.01.2025 19:36 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Now that big boss is gone and actually took the ring off my finger, I've been getting a lot more suitors 🤷♀️
28.01.2025 19:35 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Hoping these moments stay instead of turning into a sadness I've confronted countless times already
I'm healing and my first love of reading is helping
And I absolutely love reading again(:
Little by little in coming into myself
First was the disbelief
The shock of my loss
Grieving what used to be
Making myself understand it will never be like before
Just leaving a dash of hope he'll come back, but knowing he won't
And finally being able to have small smiles - glimmers
Now playing Mambo No 5(:
28.01.2025 15:09 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Okay, I waaaas gonna stop reading because I found it ehh at the beginning buuuuuuut I kept with it, and tbh I don't want to stop reading, and there are 6 books in the series ❤️ I can binge read 😊
28.01.2025 15:09 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Let's see what all the fuss is about
28.01.2025 01:22 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Today was a good day(: Read two books in the past week and a half, so there's that
28.01.2025 01:11 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Just seen I'm assuming a newly homeless mom / dad with their what looked to be 2-3 yr daughter They were in front of burger king by my work with their stroller and stuff on the corner where the bench is and it was just the most heartbreaking thing I've ever seen 💔
27.01.2025 15:36 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0First post
I wish I was stronger. I wish a whole bunch of things
I wish he could look at me instead of trying to leave as fast as he arrived
I've spent 6 months working on myself and trying to be distracted but it's not enough 💔