Kaura

it would be far more enjoyable to be sick off work if anything other than laying down wasn't painful ahhhh
i draw or play for like 30 minutes and have to go lay down hahg

baww ;w;

i think they yoinked all my dvd's and old games i kept there?
this sure is a way to recycle huh

someone broke into my storage, siGHHH
I think they took my ps2 & ps3, rip to them,
they could have atleast not have thrown the rest of the stuff around the storge unit. And the landlord company sent me the most unsympathetic messaage about it, along time lines of clean up, new door comes someday

I’m glad it still holds up to your expectations! ❤️❤️❤️

ahh this is gorgeous

I know it's probably the tism talking, but all this is making me feel so alienated from others and like im becoming invisible
this topic is very hard to talk about since I don't mean to talk about it to blame others, its more like, how to stop yourself from thinking this way

which is wonderuful don't get me wrong, but I do appreciate love even the smallest things, like someone sending you a pic that reminded them of me or a pebble from the road idk haha

I really miss the time years back when we used to draw each other birthday cards, it was such a simple fun way to remember somone,
I'm a gift giver person so thats one part of my love language, so I'm a bit saddened that now that I'm older the only gift giving is like a nice meal with family,

just been thinking about these things for a long time, and it always gets worse whenever my birthday comes, and there's other events where YOU have to decide how to spend it and only end up stressing if you're being a burden on others

like rationally you recognize that you're being a dumbass, but still can't help but crave that someone would see you in the same way as you see others

and it gets so much worse if people don't act like you "wish", like the ideal imagined version you'd wish they'd act because that's the way you do, and when you don't get the same echo of behavior back you start doubting yourself and friendships

somewhat of a downer talk, but anyone else is on the spectrum and recognizes themselves being highly emotionally sensitive, that also struggles with deep loneliness?
I think its much to do with how you are able read people quite well so you overanalyze everything,

finished comm for @stromkarlen.bsky.social :>

posting here too, once again for @meeshay.bsky.social 💜

WAA JOO!! ᕕ( ᐕ )ᕗ

rest of the attacks/revenges I did this year, gotta try to join earlier next time!

I think I never posted about him but this is Nocticea, my little cosmic angel

attack for @philonob.bsky.social

HEHEHEHE my boy!!!!!!!!!! this is gorgeous

HEHEEE

another attack, this time for @/h0osto on twitter
:D

comm for @/ApathyApple11 !
thank you, long time no drawing furr

first artfight attack for somethingcoolerinsummer / tumblr
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first artfight attack for somethingcoolerinsummer / tumblr
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#artfight

NOT BE GETTTING ATTACKED RIGHT AWAY ON ARTFIGHT
if youre reading this its beautiful and amazing i'll eat it
ill comment tomorrow when the new account lock goes ;o;

I really need to have an oc renaissance 😭
I've been pretty much doing only comms for years bcs I've had to eat ahgjsg X_D

Hii I joined Artfight finally, on team Crystals!
I might be a bit slow and Im here for the first time, bear with me haha
I desperately need to revive my oc's, I've just been doing commissions for years OI<
artfight.net/~Kaura

I'll join in to ask if anyone knows where to find these :(
i live in the EU and every store i find doesnt ship here, my dad got me one of the red ones when I was a kid, but i've since lost it and i dearly long after it

comm for @eyrisdm.bsky.social 💙