Elyntrea

the way I spit my coffee

crocheting this pretty little thing for myself.

I've been drawing her a lot lately.

I just dont want to deal with PEOPLE. And I don't want to have people around me having such high hopes and expectations for me when all I know I'm going to do is let them down.

I just dont feel good enough. there are too many people who are so much better than me and have been so much more successful. I have a job already. I dont want to make my hobbies another fucking job. They're hobbies for a reason. I mean sure if someone wants to buy something already made, go ahead.

It's not as though I'm ungrateful that they're so amazed and believe in me so much, but the constant praise makes me feel like an imposter. I'm not that good. I'm not gonna be suddenly successful because I do my hobbies moderately well. My hobbies are hobbies for a reason.

Let me rephrase that. The didn't tell me HOW to make money or build a portfolio; they just told me I SHOULD. and when I tried to explain to them it's not that easy to get some high paying job just because I draw/write/craft/cosplay okay-ish, they just tried to build me up even more.

I know this might be one of those "good problems" that some people wish they had, but I have a couple of relatives who believe in me a little too much. In just one visit, I think they came up with at least 5 different jobs that I could/should do and told me how to make profit and build a portfolio.

lucky!! I love snow so much! enjoy!

had my frands over for fire and hot dogs. It was just so nice to have them over to gobble glizzies, shoot the shit, and have a chill time. It's always too long in between hangouts.

So I saw this Corvette in front of me at a red light and I read the license plate as one word and was like "huh must be a dentist with a sense of humor"

I sent it to Bun just as I realized it was meant to be two words and not one.

A black t-shirt with the words 'we're everywhere' in horror font and rainbow flags colours on the chest, against a white background

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I did this one a few weeks ago, and I just found it while cleaning up getting ready for glizzies and fire with friends this Sunday. Once again with this one, I got to a point where I was like "mm nah I'm done huhuhu" and stopped working on it.

Clearly I'm just winging it

I drew something a couple days ago with a random reference and I wish I could be brave and just finish a drawing for once but I always get this far and I'm like, "mm nope I'm done now"

bubble tea and tolkien crossover? sure why not

How is it that I continue to drink water at my advanced age and it doesn't go down the right pipe?

My can't won't stop screaming at me for treats. He's had so many. How is he not full?

Also if any other people out there are into art, anime, Japanese culture, journaling, crocheting, sewing, and other "little old lady" hobbies, I would love to meet other like-minded individuals! Bonus points if you like playing DDR/Stepmania. Tbh I'm at best mediocre at all of em but I have fun!

lunch/dinner. if there's breakfast/lunch called "brunch" then is lunch/dinner like... lunner?

Welp here we go kiddos. Let's see how long I last!!!

I'm looking forward to seeing more stuff that puts a smile on my face. Youre my first follow because of it!