Good morning. I’m alive. That’s about all I can say, but I can say in fact say it.

Bc you don’t wanna hear my unfiltered thoughts trust me

I posted way too many of my drunk unfiltered thoughts on Twitter so I’ll spare you guys so I’ll just say goodnight even tho it’s 6:30, here’s hoping no hangover tomorrow but at least when I drink vodka I’m usually fine ✌🏻

I should have known after my second failed engagement that I would never find love again 🤷🏻‍♂️

Welp sent her a follow request and she didn’t accept it. Gonna go jump off a bridge brb

Should I try to message her? Is that too weird? Feels like I’ve had a couple of signs from the universe but idk. Sincerely asking

Part of me wants to message my hs crush. See how she is. See where things go.

But there’s about a billion things that can go wrong. I know I WANT to but idk if I SHOULD 🫠

Been laying in bed for like two hours straight unable to sleep and completely flooded with my own thoughts.

Also it royally pisses me off when I’m trying to be vulnerable and have a heart to heart conversation with somebody and they fall asleep without fucking warning 😭

Idk why but I’ve been thinking about my high school crush lately and what she’s been up to

Something like that happened to me too. I haven’t streamed in almost 3 years but I recently looked at my dashboard and it said I had viewers? 😬

I’m alive yall. Just a bit withdrawn but I’m here

Man I’m in a very rough spot mentally yall

Where does one meet other #DnD players?

oh yeah I know about that one lol, I just have a lot to think about I guess. I wanna get back into content creation but at this point I know for sure DBD isn't the way forward so I wanna lean into what I'm actually interested in

I've really been into that and DnD in general for a while now. Been thinking about completely rebranding my channel from the ground up to focus on DnD content but really not sure how to make that engaging for people or how to promote it and bring in views, especially when Critical Role exists

Yeah I just hate how I lose interest in other stuff so fast. Like Baldur's Gate for instance I love that game to death but after like a month of playing it intensely suddenly overnight I just have no desire to play anymore .-. and the cycle repeats itself

Tried. My bigger issue is the urge to play always comes back no matter how much I try to kick it

Especially since I keep raging at almost everybody when I play. It’s clearly past the point of fixing. Yet I just can’t walk away no matter how bad I want to. I know this might sound facetious but I genuinely don’t know what to do or how to quit

Really wish I knew how to quit Dead By Daylight once and for all. It’s become a burden on my mental health and it’s clearly unhealthy yet I keep coming back to it like it’s an addiction or a toxic relationship. Idk what to do anymore plus it’s not like I stream anymore so what’s the point?

fox deportes is showing a baseball game between the lad and the pirates ALT: fox deportes is showing a baseball game between the lad and the pirates

📣 If your pitcher is throwing well, don’t take him out of the ballgame 📣

#alds #mariners #tigers

Man I really wish I knew how to talk to girls irl. The girl at the Waffle House here is insanely cute and even has hello kitty pins on her uniform but I don’t even remotely know how to talk to her other than giving my order 🫠

Lmao. Phillies.

Damn right we will >:3

You’re literally both the cutest heckin things ever :3

Gorgeous 😊

You look good 🤭💙

Update: I made it 🤭 if you want the handle message me for it

I play a lot of dead by daylight and baldurs gate 3. I love dungeons and dragons as well cuz I’m a giant nerd 🤣 I do love going back and watching long plays of old ps1 games though that’s so relaxing and nostalgic to me 💙

What kinda games do you play 😄