problems clown

💥 I can be so normal chill awesome relaxed n good when I’m high they need to nerf me w weed before I start biting people it seems

🕸️ head oomf crashing out so bad rn im experiencing damage over time

💥 hiring someone to curb stomp me the next time I feel a single emotion

💥 getting to have conversations with people as myself has actually been rly nice and made me chill mid crash out last night I dont usually make it known im in front except for certain ppl but it felt rly good to be like hey this is me btw n talk AS ME!!!

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💥 U CANNOT HURT ME IF I HURT MYSELF FIRST‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️

💥 me every single time I get even slightly scared I’m about to be hurt by someone: ok pack it up. It was nice knowing everyone. You will not be hearing from me ever again

💥 feeling less feral the past couple days. Please stick your fingers through the bars of my enclosure I promise I won’t bite you again.

🕸️ laughing cause I’ve been noticing character “duos” from things lately that are kinda just. Me and head oomf (Lottie). It’s very funny.

🕸️ just had like. An awful night last night. Completely unresponsive dissociation and also throwing up and also migraine. I do not think I am capable of managing this shit anymore 👍🫩

- other head oomfs have to at least take care of bathing us and washing our face and such. I’m lucky I’m managing to at least get my fucking classwork done man.

🕸️ feeling so. Useless, confused, depressed, and stupid lately. I don’t know why I can’t keep everyone in the system happy and I don’t even have the capability of taking care of our body lately !!! Forgetting to eat all day, not being able to do productive stuff or take care of hygiene.

💥 sometimes wish I could just rip open this body and tear myself out and exist on my own

💥 :(((

🕸️ doing work on our system has come with a lot of erm. Revealing trauma I did not even know about myself that other guys either experienced or mind wiped me about… so I have been struggling quite badly with being a human person because it is a lot to take in. Managing ok tho.

New pinned post! Just a quick guide to what emojis apply to which alter & their pronouns :3
🕸️ - Vex/Blake || they/he
🎀 - Lottie || she/her
💥 - Ramona || they/she
🩸 - Harley || they/he/it
❤️‍🔥 - Nyx/Roxie || they/it
✨ - Sage || they/she
💌 - Kory || she/they/he
🍑 - Faith || she/her

🕸️ might delete intros and replace the pinned post with just like. Emoji guide and which emoji applies to which guy. Paranoid people in the head are complaining about being known.

🕸️ going to finish my classwork and it’s already finished…… that works I guess

💥 cryptic sorry nothing serious I guess except to me who is insane

💥 i thinks i need to just give up on this actually

💥 mayb me being welcomed back as a co host was a bad idea maybe i need to crawl back into the recessed of the brain and let everyone else handle everything cuz it feels like i came back around n suddenly our stability went in the gutter

💥 i dont even know what to do with all this stuff in my heart i feel too much and it kinda sucks n i dont know how to contain it n i feel like such a problem in our system n to anyone around us too

💥 I am being silenced by my own hoomfs

💥 crashing out and then passing out all cuz we got too high and I don’t know how to feel normal ways abt ppl. Who up feelin neurotic

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🕸️ sage will step in if it gets too muich for me but shes generally an internal only guy who handles things internally so it has to be really dire for her to show up but my god man

🕸️ man it actually fucking sucks having to be the guy to talk other guysin our head down from crashing out like please for the love of god i need the rest of u to learn cbt coping methods cause im going fucking insane

🕸️ crying at the last two posts on this account being different guys talking about weed. Don’t do this to me. You’re making me look bad.

🎀 no weed until Sunday

💥 with great weed consumption comes great being gay