⋆˙⟡ 647

man I don't even complain about him that much it's mostly a different person 😭😭
I've complained about Cyno maybe 3 or 4 times on this account
which isn't a lot considering im on here almost every day

frrrr and I get a desk and drawers under it too

but its okay bc soon I will be sleeping on the ceiling/j (loft bed)

yippee !!
I currently have a mattress on the floor and a bed frame and thats about it.....

room tours with each other fr

one day im gonna be lile "im going to hang out with [name]" and my parents are gonna be like "huh...... haven't heard that name in years"

nah unless he does smth fucked up
I know he isn't the best but hes gotten a lot better after years of working on himself

I do understand that people don't like him and that's fine, I know how to keep groups separate <3

I'm gonna kick them from the server and lie and say I'm deleting it <3
and probably either ignore or block them on Instagram

confession time:
never hated him tbh.... Just pretended to because we thought ir was the right thing to do and were hurt
but we were young and stupid and both going through a lot when we were friends
I'm so happy he reached out tbh I don't wanna keep avoiding him

teehee might be reconnecting with silly guy (we stopped talking and were not good with each other but he reached out apologizing and said hes doing better and I fw that)

that's what I'm gonna do....
I just have paranoia and I'm scared they'll like hate crime me but I'm going to and it's gonna be soon

I'm going to....
I've been distancing myself from them for a while trying to get them out of my life

vent pinned ⋆˙⟡
647 / ash
it its prns
dni unless I gave this acc to u
enjoy my mental illness <3

hes so me (hes in my brain)

I crave changing my layout to my namesake (647) but I deleted all his photos

ty ty
I like 4 of the friends I have but the rest can die.....

🌙

and thats not counting money spent on gas I waste driving them around all over my fucking city

they really don't
it's only happened a few times tbh

ive genuinely spent $100s on these people and I get maybe a movie ticket or cheap fast food in return

I need out of this fucking country before I kms

wanna see Iron Lung again and someone's paying for my ticket lol

ive tried and no one paid anything aside from the homeless friend??
insane btw.
these people also still live with their parents or in places they don't pay for rent and stuff.....

they cant even pay me back for McDonald's....
after Friday I'm not gonna hang out with them... I just really

I hate being the only one in the group with a car and license bc then all our plans revolve around me picking everyone up and dropping them off and I cant say no bc then no plans happen and I fucking hate these people God set me free I should just kms and be done with this

I love this household guys.........

all bc I got upset bc I lost my lip ring and can't find it anywhere and when I get upset I go non-speaking so I literally cant speak I can only make noises and my mom was kinda cornering me and asking me questions so I got even more upset and screeched and then dad went batshit

love how my father got upset and started throwing shit at me and my mom and literally threw garbage on the floor 🥰🥰🥰
making me feel so safe and loved rn guys

I don't actually hate them, I just have mental illness that is very easily triggered, especially depending on who is fronting

this my acc where I hate on my friends ofc they don't see this 😭😭😭
and idk I've asked like 2 times and never rlly got a reply.....

so he asked for space and I gave him space and then he just ended up unfollowing me, unfriending me everywhere so I was just like "oh well fuck you I do what you ask and you ditch me??"
so yea I have no clue what happened !!

I think???? we're doing dottore and columbina at a con this year??? but I'm not sure since no one will tell me anything about line-ups !!!