silly me, i forgot to post this here. π πΆπ¦΄ #zhuyuan
I had to sacrifice savings for my college tuition and allowance. I'm still trying to get back into making art, so hopefully being in a different environment actually improves my mental to start creating again. If you want to help, I've set up a new goal :)
ko-fi.com/dymenia/goal...
(2/2)
Update: I'm finally in a more comfortable place away from the insane danger and i absolutely wouldn't have done any of this without y'alls generous help!!! π₯Ή i really hope things go for the better moving forward. Though because of this move, (1/2)
Update: lost a steady source of income but thankfully i still have a few bucks saved. Haven't made a big move, left important stuff at my old house that i need to go back for, also in debt.
Legal side of things: nothing happened.
still fighting through it all. i only wish to make art.
Update: new year's entry is absolutely the worst.
But good news: I'm allowed to move out. Bad news: rent is expensive and I do not have enough to pay for anything.
For the meantime, I will most likely work on art again as this will be my main source of income. Im so desperate
Update: things got a little bit bad again but the progress of my move has been fruitful to say the least. I am allowed to move out in about 7 months. I'm accumulating all the proof that I'll be needing, so far i have photos of my bruises and voice recordings of the beatings.
Update: after a course of 3 days it ended up with me being tied down to the same house/environment i tried to leave. So far im not being harmed but i dont want to push my luck. Ill keep earning and try to handle legal things on my end. Still thank you for the well wishes and support
Thank you sera π₯Ή things have been looking up and i really hope it stays that way βΊοΈ
Commission for @vuchillin π₯°
Thank you for your support!
thank you so much π₯Ή im really really hoping it gets better π₯Ή
Update: I am currently staying over at a friend's house and will plan to move later to my sister's. I never thought it would reach this point but being far away from that place really is a thorn off my chest. I hope things get better from this point forward
thank you!! everything, no matter how small or big helps and im super duper grateful π₯Ή
all slots taken uwaaaahh thank you so much!! π₯Ή ill be temporarily closing it to catch up and on the pending works. Thank you once again!!
maybe i should start posting miyabi trauma angst as a way to express everything ive been thru these months, but even then i dont have enough time to do any of what i truly want because my time and actions are controlled by someone else.
i feel safer to update here in bsky so im just letting y'all know, the happenings in my current environment is also one of the major reasons why i havent been able to focus on producing more yuri and art as much as i really want to. the longer i stay here, the more dangerous it gets.
unfortunately, my living condition in my current environment is costing my physical well being and sanity. ive tried getting legal action but it really isnt an option anymore. the only option is to leave. Any help is appreciated
ko-fi.com/dymenia
hello, i am opening my comms in hopes to earn enough to leave my current environment ASAP. Opening 3 slots for now :)
Chapter 3 [Side-A] now posted πhttps://archiveofourown.org/works/61373599
thank you! i try my best to make her have the rockstar hottie appeal hehe
#BellenJoe
hehe yeaa!! π₯°
and to add: there are a few who has asked if I'll officially open my comms internationally; it's a maybe! But definitely leaning more to yes. I just need to get some things straight and updates posted, then I'll be deciding if I'll continue to open it or not.
On the bright side, because of you kind people, I've earned enough from tips to upgrade my monitor for better color accuracy!! (It's suppose to arrive within this week)
So hopefully once it arrives I get to take my art journey a lil more seriously and finally post yuri again π₯°
Update:
Hi! just want to let you guys know that im not abandoning my ongoing works, its just that being a young adult in the big 2025 is so ??? But anyways, to be completely frank I am in debt LMFAOO but I've been doing priv/local comms to pay for it.
THE SEMESTER'S OVER!!!! but i have summer classes FUUUUUCCKKKKKKK but its ok i have like 20 days of rest and draw sesbian lex π₯°π₯°π₯° finally FINALLY i get to focus on my fic...
#EllenJoe a little nervous, she hasn't played bass in a while π¦
#EllenJoe bassist
i went insane and decided to fit them all in 1 chap accompanied with a lot of art as compensation of not posting on time/for a long time. you'll just know if the chaps up lol
well then goddamn i cant seem to follow a schedule no matter how hard i try π i thought i would finally have a breather this week from school but i guess not. its so hard trying to schedule anything when you don't have the rights to your own time π