shufio 🪩

always wanted one of these but I seem to miss them every time ;w;

i'll try to be live more often!! 💙

yune tamagotchi omg 😳

im treated the same even tho im sure of my own identity :( its definitely not just u!! i HATE when peopl;e just dismiss gender based on their own assumptions. shitty people will shove u in a box when theyre insecure themselves bc it helps to not see us as people, just 'things' they dont like

where are u lot coming from 👀

heyo! the goobs is streaming :3 playing one of my fav games!

it's unbearable 😭 apparently cooling down after tomorrow tho

new stream, same thickness!

why does the thought of social media feel so overwhelming lol

happy #tdov to all my gays and theys ily all 💚

im excited :D

anxiety really fuckin sucks 😔

omg is this an ADHD thing? i do this a lot... 🤔

omg congrats!! ;w;

i forgot about it in the fridge... it was bought in july :')

i didnt know cucumbers could turn liquid? 🙃

i feel that :(

wait i love this, what do i have to blow up to join 🥺

LMAO

did this a while ago, but please can more people do it! im hard of hearing and if i don't see captions im just gonna leave lol, there's no way id understand much of anything without them

I don't want the takeaway to be something like "shu did this, so it's okay for me to do it too!" but I'm also not going to fake positivity and tell you how to feel. you're allowed to struggle, we all do

who are advertisers going to advertise to if we falter in existing? why do platforms care more about money than their users? money. it really shouldn't be this way, and it doesn't have to be. I'll continue speaking on things that affect me, but I'm trying to find the words to do it in a safe way

most platforms these days have rules about posting such content, but I think it's enforced unfairly, and even in some cases in a way that prevents people from saying how they feel. this desperately needs to change

in the days and weeks after leaving the hospital, I received many messages from friends and viewers who have had similar feelings or experiences to mine. I want to be able to discuss these things safely, in a comforting space, where we can share how we feel and what helps us etc

in no way am I trying to glorify it or anything, I just want a safe space to talk about it. we should be able to say the word "suicide" without fear of repercussions. it's a word. not saying it doesn't make it not happen

I was in hospital last month because I attempted to take my own life. I want to be able to share things about my recovery process without feeling scared of being banned or shadow banned or whatever

I partially understand why this is a thing, some of these topics can get really ugly and moderation is a huge must. it's simply easier to ban the topics altogether.

but we are losing ourselves in doing so

in not allowing people to talk about their experiences with grief, self harm, mourning etc, we are losing a big part of the human experience. in the case of mental health, it is really damaging to further push the notion that we shouldn't talk about it

I talked about this on stream yesterday, but I wanted to share more of my in-depth thoughts on the topic.

I really, REALLY don't like the shift towards "advertiser-friendly" content we've had with social media, namely YouTube and Twitch and other such sites

beat of luck!!!! uve got this 💪