im so tired i wanna be able to draw i HATE being paralised like this and even putting anything on paper feels like crap
if i lose my passion everything will be over for me
Eu engordei 1kg tao facil pqp eu queria nao ter q comer nunca
I hate it i hate it i hate it why cant I just fix my brain
I deserve nothing but the worst
I suck so bad at being a normal person why cant i just be normal
god theres so much wrong with me
I just feel like a failure
In every sense of the word
God if i could just fix my head to be normal maybe i could be normal
Will my entire life be like this?
Something so evil in my mind
I really dont deserve anything ever if i keep thinking like this
I really feel like an NPC sometimes
Tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired
I wish I was normal
Not in a cringy way more in a poisoning everything way
Something so evil inside me
I dont wanna be a bother
Tear my skin open and rummage through my organs till i find what's wrong with me
I just wanna be normal normal normal normal normal normal normal
something wrong something so wrong wrong wrong all wrong
ayayayyayayayayayayayyayayayayayayayayayayyaya
Sempre q um helicóptero mt alto passa aqui em casa eu fico pensando q ta caindo em cima da minha casa e q eu vou morrer
Even just complaining without actual improvement feels petty and childish
I think if i stopped communicating with anyone ever, maybe I wouldnt burden anybody anymore
Theres something so sinister in the way i can never seem to change for the better
Everything is ever say will come back to haunt me i know it
Literally all i gotta do is stop saying things litelly never openmy mouth it cant be that hard
Iiiiiiii need a lobotomy so i stop being an annoying bitch
i gotta learn when to stfu
how can one single person make so many stupid mistakes per day
