@scardeycat.bsky.social
(Scar • Dee) You can call me Scardey for short
I hate that i fall apart every 5 minutes. Maybe i deserve life-long solitude as to not burden others
21.07.2025 19:59 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Maybe I really am unbearable and people who say otherwise just haven't seen it yet.
20.07.2025 22:28 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0My moral code is the only thing i haven't fully changed. I care too much for what people think and try hard not to annoy people because im not really self aware of how bad i am. But in light of previous outcomes, maybe that's for the best to stay the same. No matter how toxic.
20.07.2025 22:27 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0My mom told me to stop talking so much, and it silenced me for so long. I broke out of that shell. My best friend now says i talk too much. I was better off ig...
20.07.2025 22:25 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0How many negative points about me will i prove correct? Is this fated to happen?
20.07.2025 22:22 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Ig it's just bound to happen. I don't want to live for other people, but i dont want to lose those close to me. So I'm done. It'll suck but I'll learn to live like this again. It's how I used to be anyways
20.07.2025 22:22 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I feel like I should just revert back to being quiet. People liked me more (even though i didnt know many people, or get to know strangers)
I thought i'd find my happiness in other people. And while i did, i found more sorrow than anything. This pain is overbearing.
I try to be self aware, but I think it doesn't matter what I do. People won't like me
20.07.2025 04:00 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I'm so sick of being on the receiving end of every issue. Am i just that much of a burden on people's lives? Or am i just that extremely annoying? I can't handle this anymore
20.07.2025 04:00 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I hope the people who follow me don't mind my thoughts.
19.05.2025 09:04 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I want the bad nights to stop
12.05.2025 07:19 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I crave social interaction, and yet I fear it.
12.05.2025 03:02 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I am too avoidant to want to know people. My inferiority gets the best of me.
12.05.2025 03:01 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I don't want people to know my face. I don't want the pressure of a known figure. I don't want to be a celebrity, role model, or idol. But i wish to pay off my debt.
12.05.2025 03:00 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I think being on the internet is scary. If I ever become well known, I hope it is anonymously.
12.05.2025 02:58 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I wish more people cared as hard as I do. Maybe they do, i don't see it.
12.05.2025 02:56 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I don't think I'm perfect. My motives are never filled with ill intent. I care too much for unknown strangers and the cruel world that holds them.
12.05.2025 02:56 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0All l i do is play animal crossing and feel my life going nowhere. I know at least in there, my friends don't mind if I'm gone for months or years.
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千岁精灵也想成为虚拟偶像·04（バーチャルアイドルにあこがれて） / tertiary@お仕事募集中 / November 8, 2024
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Unmedicated, i feel like one of the most mentally unstable people out there. I've been unmedicated for over 15 years. I so badly wish i could function.
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cats when you give them a bath
03.05.2025 12:19 — 👍 8431 🔁 1010 💬 119 📌 39This is my first time posting here, and my first time using this format of social media. I wish to find more people.
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