lasko 🫀

my fiancé is getting me an iphone 15 pro max on friday. :') i'm so grateful for him and so very excited!! i can't wait to take more pictures of my wounds with a better camera.

i love using subliminals. i'm making my own currently, specifically to manifest my desired symptoms of more severe stomach pain and eventually gastroparesis. :3

infected. :( i covered them in savlon and wrapped with gauze.

#sh #shbsky #selfharm #988sky #shtwt #988sky #slitsky #slittersky

i thought my eyes looked pretty here. :3

progression during last night's session. nothing deep yet because i'm too tired to tend to big wounds. <\3

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i cut up my thigh tonight, i hope to eventually cover all visible skin with scars.

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i cut some more. i felt bad about how pathetic my session was earlier. i'm terrified to go deeper in case i trigger shingles again.

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deeper fat/right before fascia does hurt!! it also depends on where the nerves are, i've cut through multiple nerve endings in deep fat tissue and it was hell. 😵‍💫

tiny, pathetic "relapse" - i bought more blades and wound care products for future sessions. i'm planning on filling in blank spaces rather than focusing on depth.

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well, it's healed perfectly fine now. :)

i am so incredibly excited to cut tomorrow. it's been five months of waiting, i'm definitely going to make it worthwhile.

HELLO EVERYONE !!! i shall be making a comeback. i fucked up another relationship, so i bought new supplies for the occasion !!

i missed you too. ♥️🫂 i hope you've been well.

i'm alive.

everything hurts. but i want to cut on my right arm, specifically down to deep fat which will be difficult due to the amount of scar tissue, so i'll probably do something i've never done before -- i'll cut out a chunk of fat. i'm incredibly nervous but i want to do it.

i'm not even going to let myself entertain that thought. he's okay, he's fine, he's just resting.

i've been messaging him, and won't stop until he replies. i refuse to believe that he's not here, i'm sure his family found him and that he's just recovering now.

my partner is so funny for this. 😭😭

We are so baaaacccckkkk 😍😍
#sh #shsky #slitsky #shedsky #shbunny #988sky

if you have ever had chickenpox, and/or gotten the vaccine, do not cut past dermis. i am so serious. if you reach fat, you risk nerve damage and therefore, shingles. again, i am so serious. 😭 i have shingles now because of my self harm. i'm on antibiotics and in immense pain. stop while you can.

WAIT,, TOMMIE IS GONE ???

i've watched her interrogation footage over one hundred times at this point, this case is just so interesting to me.

not August !! :'(

truly! :'( he gave me $60 after this too, just because he could. :( he's so incredibly kind and i wouldn't be able to go through any of this without him. i'm eternally grateful.

my fiancé got more bandages for me because i used my last one today. :( he got me eurax cream too, for the flare up. i don't deserve him.

it's such a strange sensation.

thank you so much. when i'm well i will post the videos in order, as well as the photos i've amassed during this period.

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