lasko 🫀

hey guys im gonna cut in the next week or so i hope !! i feel so bad ghosting my accs when i have no content to post bc i feel like ppl only like me for my sh :')

im alive

i missed you too. ♥️🫂 i hope you've been well.

i'm alive.

everything hurts. but i want to cut on my right arm, specifically down to deep fat which will be difficult due to the amount of scar tissue, so i'll probably do something i've never done before -- i'll cut out a chunk of fat. i'm incredibly nervous but i want to do it.

i'm not even going to let myself entertain that thought. he's okay, he's fine, he's just resting.

i've been messaging him, and won't stop until he replies. i refuse to believe that he's not here, i'm sure his family found him and that he's just recovering now.

my partner is so funny for this. 😭😭

We are so baaaacccckkkk 😍😍
#sh #shsky #slitsky #shedsky #shbunny #988sky

if you have ever had chickenpox, and/or gotten the vaccine, do not cut past dermis. i am so serious. if you reach fat, you risk nerve damage and therefore, shingles. again, i am so serious. 😭 i have shingles now because of my self harm. i'm on antibiotics and in immense pain. stop while you can.

WAIT,, TOMMIE IS GONE ???

i've watched her interrogation footage over one hundred times at this point, this case is just so interesting to me.

not August !! :'(

truly! :'( he gave me $60 after this too, just because he could. :( he's so incredibly kind and i wouldn't be able to go through any of this without him. i'm eternally grateful.

my fiancé got more bandages for me because i used my last one today. :( he got me eurax cream too, for the flare up. i don't deserve him.

it's such a strange sensation.

thank you so much. when i'm well i will post the videos in order, as well as the photos i've amassed during this period.

🫂🫂

i've been recording healing updates, but i'm simply unable to post them currently. i'm in an immense amount of pain, the shingles are currently blistering and burning and i have lost so much mobility in my dominant hand because of the nerve pain. i hope you can understand.

i cast a protection spell for my health. i banish all infection, illness and disease. blessed be.

i love bandori ! i've been playing since 2019. :3

it's burning so badly. it's on my elbow and palm, and of course it's on my dominant arm. this is awful.

thank you August. ♥️🫂 i know for a fact i triggered it because of my self harm, especially since i severed small nerve endings. i'm going to the doctor on wednesday. thank you, again.

😭😭😭

so. i have shingles. what the fuck.

i've avoided dee. huzzah!

i think my recent cuts have made that arm develop eczema. is that even possible? i've never had it before and suddenly it's flaring up in multiple places by the hour, and it started four days ago. this is hell.

good morning. ♥️

both of those things come into play. i did go over it multiple times, and i don't use the same tool twice since razors dull very fast.

so pretty! be careful ml. /p <3