Liam 🐻‍❄️

Not the whole year was rough! There were some really high peaks this year. Some of the best memories I've ever had and that I will forever cherish.

I am just unfortunately ending the year on a very very low note..

Next year I can only hope I can find professional help and medication that actually helps. So far nothing has. I want to get better more than anything.

And maybe one day, when I'm better I will be able to trust again, love again, feel normal again. And perhaps even post work again.

I have hit breaking points, bringing me to a couple serious suicide attempts. At this point I am desensitized to it, and it really scares me.

Those who said they would support me through it have given up. Stopped caring, and cut me out like a cancer. Only proving that I made their lives worse.

Every goal of mine gets further and further out of reach. I studied 7 years (Digital Design) and build up debt that hasn't even landed me an entry level job in a year of looking. And with the way the world is looking with AI and economy It's a wonder why I even try anymore.

I have been struggling with mental health for a while, and it has effected how I act and treat myself and people around me. I haven't had the motivation to work on anything, none of my interest bring me happiness anymore, allwhile being unemployed and unable to find work.

Awwwrr I'm sorry you had to go through this. It feels like a very similar experience. I hope I can make it through it like you have.

I want to believe me and him can be friends again someday. But its too early to tell.

All my favourite things, combined into one! I'm sold~

This looks super good Douglas!

YouTube video by Coda Canepa normal - coda canepa

I wrote this right before reading Arches for the first time, which is weird, because as I kept practicing, I started to feel like somehow it was *about* Arches. Or about the same kind of thing, at least. Anyway, I hope you like it, stay strong <3

www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-KU...

Mic quality sounding gooood~
It's a really nice song Coda!

Nah. I'd call you speciesist to your face. ♥️

You sure hes a random? He seems to know you pretty well already :)

Dude no joke I already got Blueroo to do some bear doodles for a tattoo just like this sometime soon ~

I love these so much!
Imma get me something done from you one day, if I win the raffle or not!~

Awwww thank you! This is really good~ ♥️

Make it 50 and I'm in

(WIP) It's been a while..

DUDE NATTZ, OMG... This looks so damn good!~
Thank you so much man, this is beyond nice.🐻‍❄️❤️

Ahhh this is so goood!~
This has lightened up my mood for sure ❤️

Everyone go check out the Vtuber I made!

Haha thanks!~

A Vtuber for the lovely @steeb.bsky.social! 🐻‍❄️♥️🐗
(Sorry it took so long)

Thanks, Dyne! I appreciate the support~ ❤️🐻‍❄️

Photoshoot of my cardgame project Midwarren~

Rate my drawing setup~

I'm not doing great chat

I'm doing good dude! How are you doing?~

Anyone need a ride?..

God I feel that...

😞