Sweaty hand and arm in front of a gym floor with a leg press machine in the background, a Galaxy Fit 3 is strapped to the arm.

It's hot in the gym. Outside it is cool. And I'm hitting the weights. It's taking form, it is shaping...

What I find funny is, that my lady used the em dash way before the entire A/I era occured and it confused me. I asked her about it and she was "I dunno, it feels right, like a pause before you continue, you know?"

I'm writing characters which are drowned out by situations. Get mentally crippled, emotionally, beaten, loved, sometimes all at once...

Never thought I would be one of them. My love-meter is now set to "love starved" and how to deal with that?

Anyway, back to writing.^^

Nach langer, langer Zeit gibt es nun endlich wieder #bernddasbrot Kram.

Bei Interesse: bit.ly/4carQmI

The best era in recent times was during the firsts quarantines where pets would invites themselves during the news or interviews and stuff, this was peak and I miss that so much

Was Wednesday on a Heilung concert. I'm still not in a good place mentally and still heartbroken, but being with likeminded people and dancing and kissing without strings attached and just surrounded by drums and beautiful, friendly people... those concerts do something to a person. A good thing.^^

Okay, just watched the Halo series (the one from Paramount).
Alternative timeline or not, but my gosh.... In brief:
Presentation: 9/10
Effects: 7.5/10
Actors: 8/10
Story: 2/10.

No wonder it was cancelled. Too bad.

and the workshop/smithy is done. At the end of the month I'm ordering the last tweezers and materials. First project, here I come!

I appreciate your time and the kind words, it is a problem entirely on my side and I'm stuck in a place I don't know how I got in and how to get out. A lot of frustration inside of it, true, but I'm juggling with different things here and I'm not sure if I do this right.

(Hope that makes sense...)

Rejection is a part of it, had that enough in my life, so I know the feeling and that the time might not be right or the person. It is all coming down to chemistry, but if you can't have dates alltogether you don't know of this was good or bad and there is my main problem.^^

...comfort zone. I find one person with who I vibed with and they were already taken and thats it. It shouldn't have been, thats fine. I know that it takes time and effort, but I'm out of this game for a decade now, so I try to find the way back in.

Hitting on people who are working or are at your own work does not work, I already figured that out. Not that I want that, it causes more stress than necessary 😅

Out of my comfort zone... not sure how to do that, but honestly, everything here in my vicinity (100km radius) is basically out of my ...

To be fair, I'm meandering between "I wanna date and have someone" and "healing is a process, Eddie, let the process do its work" and it is annoying.

If you have tips or tricks, feel free. Anyway, thanks for reading my rambling. Back to writing and posting about writing 😋

I think the relationship with my last partner broke me in a way I couldn't imagine.
In terms of taste, what do I want and what I not want and I'm really, really disliking it.

Regarding that... How the fuck do people have dates?! The apps are crap and aside from standard bars it's shit everywhere!

So, follow up from my last post... I didn't text or call her but I was able to recover a huge chunk of information from my brain.

So... After my dark fantasy series I have a novel rework in the pipeline. And V3 will be glorious.

A study of textures and perspective of Undine rising from the waters with my OC Viridian.

Undine rising from the waters by Yves.

The art. The reference.

Ah well, what is there a better thing (besides having a cuddle partner) than to blast "ROCK & STONE" by Wind Rose (can't tag them, they aren't here yet) and to write the next stories for Koria?
Right.

Onwards, my fellow people, we have tales to tell!

It's one thing when you lose the most important person who has shaped you over the years in a way that not even a wax seal can.

It's another thing when that person deletes everything that was important to you for no reason or announcement. Fucking hell. >.<

US Copyright Office Deems AI Works Need Human Creativity To Be Protected - DesignTAXI.com AI can generate, but only humans can create. The US Copyright Office clarifies that the human touch remains essential for copyright protection.

Update from the copyright office about AI use
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The image is divided into two parts. The left side is a sketch of an owl which sits on a tree branch, surrounded by some cups of coffee. It's a day time. The right side is the sketch of the same owl at night tome, it's eyes are wide, it's not sleeping.

Made a little sketch today. Absolutely unrelated to my life, no, I don't have sleeping problems 😂 (I'm lying)

Lenovo has forgotten the face of it's father.

Fühle ich. Je nachdem, wie ausgeprägt es ist, kann das schnell oder langsam zur Reizüberflutung werden. Ich kriege nahezu alles ungefiltert mit und sich dann auf ein Gespräch zu konzentrieren, ist quasi unmöglich.
Aber auch ich bin eher von Neurodivergenz angezogen. Schlimm :D

Who had the brilliant idea to create 14 currencies for 12 dwarven clans (1 general, 12 for each clan, 1 for the Unknown kin), to give each currency a history, a design and a name not only in Common Speech, but also in their old-norse-germanic-language?

Oh...me. That someone was me. Damnit.

Ah, FDM printer.^^ Have fun with it, you can do a lot of good things with it.^^

Yeah, they are curious and I'm like "Here, have this Tiefling bust!" :D

Sounds like resin printer. Which one?^^
Right now I'm learning to sculpt and print things. I want to design my jewellery and print lost wax mods with resin for casting silver/gold.
But right now... Busts and other things I like and gift to friends ^-^

Hello!

Oh? tell me more! My second 3D printer is about to get picked up tomorrow^^
(I probably sell the "old" one to a friend)
What are you going to print?

One of us, one of us!