panken

some years back i would bitch and moan about my circumstances so much i feel obligated to mention when i'm having a nice time now. anyway i'm having a nice time

no... no!!!!!!!!

kickass......i ended up staying up and getting a whole bunch done. i pass out forever now

oh i truly love the kittycats

what does that mean. i don't like any of my interpretations. what did you mean by that

awful when i finally kick myself into working but the work is just writing things. feels fake. doesn't count

do they do that thing when they sleep where their dumb little mouths are open just a little bit and you can see their little teeth

picking up isabelle in smash and it's reignited my love for her

counterpoint "No... Let him go. He's the assman"

i've really been drawing furries for almost 8 years now. it genuinely feels like i started yesterday. my childhood felt like it lasted decades but i'm convinced i could fit my entire adult life into one somewhat eventful week

it's actually a multi-layered propagation mechanism my procrastination came up with. imagine if i really did get a partner by posting. i would never get anything done ever again it'd be great

important to note that a good amount of my posts about wanting to be held etc aren't driven by actual loneliness it's just that my brain is bouncing around in my skull trying to find anything to do but let me work and posting is one of the lowest-effort activities it's got available

you could hug and cuddle the metal until it's warm and nice...

happy 30s!

i'd like to be a bit more well-rounded in what i talk about these days. "did you know that i think about cuddling a lot" does not qualify as interesting trivia

wish i was a little less into abstract nonsense like "hugs" and a little more into. idk cars or medieval weapons or something cool and normal like that

endlessly blessed to be surrounded by people who put up with my shit

of course i'm envious about other people's relationships but i do feel some warmth in believing there's such a thing out there as love forever

i'm always going "haha yes i love when people don't date nobody's allowed to find love until i do!!!!!" until i hear about long-term couples breaking up and then i just feel really sad

we love a happy outcome!

that's terrifying but i'm glad you're doing better (i hope????)

assigned queer and traumatized by machi... i'll take it

i feel like not having religious trauma is precluding me from making some really cool art

i luv vesna

i don't know what i'm cooking. mostly i've been throwing ingredients into the pot at random a couple times a week. no idea who i'll serve this to

bunch of scribbles

the machine elves know me by name they feed my dog when i'm away

everything people claim drugs could do for me i already do sober. i don't need to "toke & puff" to "mellow out" i can chillmaxx on demand. i experience ego death 5 times a day and mystic revelations 5 times an hour. i don't even need cigarettes: my body synthesizes its own lung cancer out of boredom

the book does make it look fun