panken

👉 They should rename Facebook to be named as "FAKEbook" for two very good reasons. It is not a book! And everyone on it is very, very fake indeed!

meeeee

i like to think of nerve endings as nerve beginnings. at first you may think i'm covered in soft, very sensitive discolored hair

my horizons have expanded

what. on earth is a fish goat

maybe the all-encroaching laziness won't stop at stifling my art. maybe at some point i'll only make one text post every few months anymore and it'll be something like "they're calling it the something or other of the century"

draw isabelle with your mouse in ms paint right now

when i first got into art i would draw every day. then my relationship with art changed and i started posting less and less art and more and more text, and i felt really bad about it. now i'm more in a lunch lady mindset. what's on the menu today? textslop again. pizza next week if you're good

all clothes look like shit on me i'm gonna start being a militant activist for nudism

what the fuck!!! no!!! what the fuck don't!!!

i've been putting more emphasis on being at peace lately. relaxing my entire body and brain and falling asleep hugging something. feeling soft and content. there's only so much i can do. i could melt away right here

i don't know if i'm strong enough to make halloween art... too scary...

the poisonous comfort of inaction

i am simply on my bullshit

not so fast

idk maybe it's lazy and cowardly to sit at the safe confluence between "if you like me you have to put in the effort to get me out of my shell" and "you have to make the first moves so it's on you if something bad happens". it's just you gotta understand. i am constantly in situations

maybe i tend not to initiate socialization too often because i've had such horrible experiences in the past! there has been considerable damage to others and myself and i do not want to be responsible for more of that. i got sent threats for years because i was friendly to the wrong person

if it's the other way around you gotta tell me. if you read this and thought "dude you were a little bit obnoxious actually" i have to know. i gotta fix myself i gotta

wondering if some friends who were initially interested in me lost interest due to me seeming too distant (didn't want to bother them or come off too strong and made myself as small as i could)

humiliating but starting to suspect i may have a shy/scared baby bird personality type. oh no

pleasant blue :)

kissing a lil bit

i can't be arguing with that 😔

he's so achingly rectilinear

we cannot "go white boy go" our way out of this situation

i used to think the world was complicated and people were a rich tapestry of gray moralities and while that remains true it failed to account for the fact that some people are just straight-up evil regardless of circumstances. literally what do we do about that

there are kind people, unkind people and outright cruel people and we all have to share the same planet and it suuuuuuucks

golly!

drew this to stretch and halfway through the face i went hey this kind of looks like that dog from that "that's kind of hot" comic but nevermind that

dogey