CW: Update
Last week my roommate's mother collapsed suddenly during the evening and needed emergency CPR before being taken to hospital. Following three surgeries to stop a haemorrhage and a blood clot in her brain she is now on the road to recovery
However this has had unforeseen effects
Daydreaming ideas poetry… 💭✨
Signed by real artists,
Crafted with real heart,
Because the community deserves
The real part. ✍️💛✨
After I finish the pending, for the next commission rounds I gonna raise the prices again, I hope you can understand.
Thank youuu, I really like this one so I wanna keep exploring how things goes with this style hehe
Thank you so much!~
Thank you! <3
Thank you! And yeah definitely I'll do more, was super fun hah
Thank you so much!~
Thank you so much c:
Thank youuuu
There's some couple pendings left, so meanwhile I wanna share this pic I did as another experiment. I wanna start exaggerating some proportions and make my art feel a little more cartoony. It will help me to also understand better the anatomy. So here's Molly modeling some old lady panties haha.
A little rest before finish the last pendings, I was playing with a no binary brush to make it looks more pixelated
Commission for @junowolbun.bsky.social !
And she said "Do you know what time is?"
Commission for @yabbles.bsky.social !
Oh hello there~
Commission for @littlekvikk.bsky.social !
Let's swing!
picarto.tv/Ozzybear
I gonna be drawing and advancing on commissions a little, if you wanna watch a little.
Commission for @theevilengine.bsky.social !
Just changed~
I know you only follow me to see my drawings in diapers, but I haven't had a shoulder to lean on. I'm boring, probably cringeworthy, and people talk to me like I don't belong in this community somehow? or any group.
I've never asked directly because I always wait for the other person to reach out, but could you perhaps offer me some support or encouragement? I don't have the energy right now to tell everyone my problems and repeat the same thing over and over. I just don't have that much energy.
Sometimes I wonder if there are people in the community who talk negatively about me behind my back. I really wonder. Love and appreciation come to those who are lucky enough to receive it. That's my point of view.
And if you're wondering if I have friends in my city, well, not really. I have a few, but they hardly ever visit me or talk to me anymore. There are no events to attend, or a group of friends to hang out with, laugh with, cry with. Nothing.
And I really feel strange here. It's the same feeling I had when I was in school, or during my first years of university. I mean, I understand that the community is full of nice people, but I don't understand why I can't connect with them, with you.
Loneliness has been hitting hard lately. I haven't been doing well, but my friends don't know what's going on with me. They never ask how I am. They say they care about me, but I don't feel that way. I spend time alone, I talk to nobody, I hear from nobody. But I'd like to try.
I gonna express my feelings again or give a life update. So consider to read it first before silence me, or misunderstand me. (You don't have to though, no pressure).
Things have been well I guess, I mean commission are advancing, agoraphobia is being "defeated", etc. However I still feel alone.
Commission for @supernoviceamelia.bsky.social !
Problems of wearing pants
