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24, she/her/any, nd, minsanger, minors dni kinda interested in everything that is unknown to me ๐Ÿค” my memory is bad so i write (at least i try to) > https://archiveofourown.org/users/subtletyofyou

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@atzff.bsky.social muah

12.12.2025 16:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
two-toned, pixelated photo of wooyoung and mingi. mingi is in front of wooyoung and they're both looking off to the side. there's the title "was i worth it, baby?" and the brief summary "wooyoung will be that for mingiโ€”different."

two-toned, pixelated photo of wooyoung and mingi. mingi is in front of wooyoung and they're both looking off to the side. there's the title "was i worth it, baby?" and the brief summary "wooyoung will be that for mingiโ€”different."

was i worth it, baby?

jung wooyoung/song mingi, 669 words, explicit

archiveofourown.org/works/75594611

12.12.2025 16:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

OH WOWWW he's gorgeous!!!!!

11.12.2025 11:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Siren Jcngho for @sammyueru.bsky.social ๐Ÿ ๐ŸŸ

13.08.2025 09:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 43    ๐Ÿ” 22    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
screenshot of prokofiev's second piano concerto in  g minor, performed by evgeny kissin and a philharmonic orchestra conducted by vladimir ashkenazy

screenshot of prokofiev's second piano concerto in g minor, performed by evgeny kissin and a philharmonic orchestra conducted by vladimir ashkenazy

im in hell listening to heaven

11.12.2025 11:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿฝ๏ธ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ๐Ÿฝ๏ธ

11.12.2025 10:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐ŸฆŠ๐Ÿบ brainworms

11.12.2025 09:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 30    ๐Ÿ” 11    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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'd

11.12.2025 10:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and he said he's post the photo he took of yeosang.... do it coward

11.12.2025 09:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
mingi taking a photo of yeosang

mingi taking a photo of yeosang

mingi smiling super wide taking a photo of hongjoong and wooyoung next to yeosang

mingi smiling super wide taking a photo of hongjoong and wooyoung next to yeosang

family guy photo with the blonde kid looking beat up and sitting on the couch while peter approaches, and the text "There was a hurting." on it

family guy photo with the blonde kid looking beat up and sitting on the couch while peter approaches, and the text "There was a hurting." on it

oh ouch

11.12.2025 08:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

ouuuu... ouuu... ahhhhzzzz

11.12.2025 08:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thats so sweet, thank you!! i feel i've barely dipped into writing him, i gotta get more jongho-pov-pilled rn

11.12.2025 06:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i fear i should have approached the narration differently for it to work as what it is, but when i get a chance to breathe i'll think about it more. my go-to narration works well for when time passes without notice, whereas this one is more "this happened" then "this happened" ๐ŸฆŸ we Will see

11.12.2025 04:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my notes for that drabble are something something JONGHO THINKS HONGJOONG LOOKS LIKE A CARDINAL AND A SNOW EGRET something something

11.12.2025 04:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they convinced me they exist somewhere in this world and i just have to look a little closer. i got got, essentially

11.12.2025 04:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Not sure if I'll do much with this au, but I at least started it lmao

cw: mentions of dying

10.12.2025 14:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
He's pulling his radio out to bother San when he sees him coming around the bend, out of the thicket, a person trailing after him and nodding as San excitedly talks and motions with his arms, one of which is suddenly pointing in Jongho's direction as they step onto the dock.

The stranger looks up and their bright, reddish-orange hair lights up as they step away from the shade. They're so obviously a tourist that Jongho almost snorts, quickly cataloguing their bizzare attire. It's early autumn, yet they're bundled up as if about to step into a snow globe, not a swamp down South, with red, pointy boots peeking out from under black dress pants, a thick, wool sweater with orange flowers knitted into the pattern worn under an impeccable trench coat, all topped off with a multicolour, striped scarf wrapped around their neck so tight it makes Jongho want to loosen it himself. They look....

He's pulling his radio out to bother San when he sees him coming around the bend, out of the thicket, a person trailing after him and nodding as San excitedly talks and motions with his arms, one of which is suddenly pointing in Jongho's direction as they step onto the dock. The stranger looks up and their bright, reddish-orange hair lights up as they step away from the shade. They're so obviously a tourist that Jongho almost snorts, quickly cataloguing their bizzare attire. It's early autumn, yet they're bundled up as if about to step into a snow globe, not a swamp down South, with red, pointy boots peeking out from under black dress pants, a thick, wool sweater with orange flowers knitted into the pattern worn under an impeccable trench coat, all topped off with a multicolour, striped scarf wrapped around their neck so tight it makes Jongho want to loosen it himself. They look....

"Jongho!" yells San, putting a loud end to his examination though they're a few meters apart now.

"This is Mr. Kimโ€”Hongjoong!โ€”Wooyoungie's friend!" he says, bouncing a little on his heels. "And get this! He booked the whole thing, didn't you hyung?"

Jongho blinks at Mr. Kim, Hongjoong, hyung-just Hongjoong is fine, Jongho decides-who looks a bit flushed and opens his mouth as if to speak, but doesn't get to.

"Hongjoong-hyung is a fashion designer and he's traveling for research. You've gotta teach him everything you know!" exclaims San, grinning as he looks at their customer in awe. Jongho can admit he is intrigued. San must know it too, if the assholey glint in his eyes and smirk is any indication.

"Jongho!" yells San, putting a loud end to his examination though they're a few meters apart now. "This is Mr. Kimโ€”Hongjoong!โ€”Wooyoungie's friend!" he says, bouncing a little on his heels. "And get this! He booked the whole thing, didn't you hyung?" Jongho blinks at Mr. Kim, Hongjoong, hyung-just Hongjoong is fine, Jongho decides-who looks a bit flushed and opens his mouth as if to speak, but doesn't get to. "Hongjoong-hyung is a fashion designer and he's traveling for research. You've gotta teach him everything you know!" exclaims San, grinning as he looks at their customer in awe. Jongho can admit he is intrigued. San must know it too, if the assholey glint in his eyes and smirk is any indication.

posting a wip of a drabble because i like these two a lot and work is preventing progress ๐ŸŠ

10.12.2025 14:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you're part of it tbh

10.12.2025 06:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Ateezmals Holiday Themed Printables Sheet - lina !'s Ko-fi Shop Printable sheets in two sizesโ€” with options for DIY coloring and lineart only.

feeling like shit but i did a thing . it's free btw
(colors may vary in print as i have no cmyk tools atm)
ko-fi.com/s/690c8ab6b5

09.12.2025 23:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 18    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

i see hongjoong in fru's art first and then i see the photos that inspired the art later on. i think that's fitting

09.12.2025 20:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 11    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
photo of a sketchbook page with a mechanical pencil laid across the center fold, picturing a pencil sketch of hongjoong with his tongue out, curly hair flipping out to the side

photo of a sketchbook page with a mechanical pencil laid across the center fold, picturing a pencil sketch of hongjoong with his tongue out, curly hair flipping out to the side

๐Ÿ‘…

09.12.2025 17:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 40    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it's wholesome and caring and respectful and they keep that up so long it gets freaky. the way they talk in that snippet you shared? stem boner

09.12.2025 18:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i have been awakened and made anew through these hypotheticals. this flavour of san is so specific and correct that i cannot do anything but cheer you on. and sh's always been a freak to me, so... their like to toe is such that they always dip into perversion like

09.12.2025 18:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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sorry, why would you say that to me.

09.12.2025 15:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

perverted monsterfucker seonghwa and, well, an interested mingi. this one got away from me ๐Ÿ‘น

cw / brief mentions of light bullying
(think i'll post this on the archive, it's too long for alt text on the first photo, apologies!)

07.12.2025 15:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 14    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

angsty, potentially-toxic-but-hey-they're-in-love woogi sex because the lyrics of chill kill are Not what i thought they were hshdh

07.12.2025 06:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

it's tiringggg

09.12.2025 08:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
SH: Itโ€™s wrong, San! Donโ€™t try to defend it! This has gone from giving us an upperhand on the ground to seeing how far we can push science! Push you!

SN: Hyung. I like being pushed.

SH: This isnโ€™t some science fair chemical combination. Youโ€™re not just going to get sick from this. It's gene altering. It's life altering.

SN: I know. Itโ€ฆ it feels really good. All of it. I feel good. My body feels good. Being this strong feels good. Getting the shot is euphoric, seriously. Seriously, hyung. Feeling the chemical spread under my skin, the slight burn when it starts leaking into my muscles. I can feel it, you know. The growth. Itโ€™s like a good workout, but so much better. Everything feels so warm and tight and thereโ€™s this subtle ache and... fuck. Yeah. Feels good, hyung. Thatโ€™s why I like it.

SH: Itโ€™s wrong, San! Donโ€™t try to defend it! This has gone from giving us an upperhand on the ground to seeing how far we can push science! Push you! SN: Hyung. I like being pushed. SH: This isnโ€™t some science fair chemical combination. Youโ€™re not just going to get sick from this. It's gene altering. It's life altering. SN: I know. Itโ€ฆ it feels really good. All of it. I feel good. My body feels good. Being this strong feels good. Getting the shot is euphoric, seriously. Seriously, hyung. Feeling the chemical spread under my skin, the slight burn when it starts leaking into my muscles. I can feel it, you know. The growth. Itโ€™s like a good workout, but so much better. Everything feels so warm and tight and thereโ€™s this subtle ache and... fuck. Yeah. Feels good, hyung. Thatโ€™s why I like it.

SH: Youโ€™re addicted to it.

SN: Addicted to it? This is all Iโ€™ve ever wanted. So whyโ€™d you stay, hyung? Actually? We both know what happens after I get the shots. Why they turn off the cameras and leave me alone. [PAUSE] What? Say it.

SH: Because your dopamine and testosterone levels increase. Drastically.

SN: And?

SH: Your amygdalaโ€ฆ Highlightsโ€“ lights up. It lights up. It means youโ€™re aroused.

SN: Good. Hyungie, if you stay, donโ€™t get scared. Remember it's just me. I want this. Please.

SH: Youโ€™re addicted to it. SN: Addicted to it? This is all Iโ€™ve ever wanted. So whyโ€™d you stay, hyung? Actually? We both know what happens after I get the shots. Why they turn off the cameras and leave me alone. [PAUSE] What? Say it. SH: Because your dopamine and testosterone levels increase. Drastically. SN: And? SH: Your amygdalaโ€ฆ Highlightsโ€“ lights up. It lights up. It means youโ€™re aroused. SN: Good. Hyungie, if you stay, donโ€™t get scared. Remember it's just me. I want this. Please.

hammertoskull.mp3

09.12.2025 06:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

*UNINTENTIONALLY so

09.12.2025 07:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
monkey with cigarette in its moutha and wired headphones laying on a pink and white pillow, eyes closed

monkey with cigarette in its moutha and wired headphones laying on a pink and white pillow, eyes closed

overambitious with the drabble again

09.12.2025 07:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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