Spaxton

I know it sounds fucked and narcissistic, but I'm both mentally and physically tired putting myself out there, and sometimes trying to fix things only to be ghosted and or ignored.

And I unintentionally do this in turn for other stuff so I'm the one to talk, in which I apologize.

I guess it says more about me than anything else. If you ever talk about going silent, and put me on mute for growth reasons, I'll just save you the trouble and just unfriend you.

I've been abandoned and used for less.

Pooping alt

[CW: Diaper Messing]

poobin,,,

#abdl #diaperfur #plushie #messydiaper

Zoey/Spatxon (left) and Taylor (right) hypermessing their panties wearing Christmas themed dresses.

Taylor and Zoey are making a lot of yule logs this Christmas.

Late Christmas Comm made by @teasyrat.bsky.social

PTSD induced nausea aside, I am almost halfway done with my drawings... again.

Been stuck playing train Sam world and satisfactory trying to get comfortable

I didn't draw this just to be some whiny little attention seeker, that screenshot is a one of a million reasons why I was compelled to draw this month ago.

Thank you for affirming what I know lot of people think of me random stranger.

Also is it normal to feel nostalgic, numb, and dead inside?

Had to do another ID verification, this time on Google nonetheless.

Leaving this self-destructing country if it's the last thing I do.

[content warning: #soiling #messing #diaper #fart #hypersoiling]
no thoughts head empty date plan
commission for @trazon1.bsky.social

[content warning: #diaper #soiling #messing #hypersoiling]
roleplaying her behavior to full commitment
commission for trazon1's gf

Aurora the skunk rat, enjoying the autumn weather during the night, has abruptly been hypnotized. Seems someone has hacked into their electronic glasses. Their diaper has become a lot larger, now wanting to constantly squish and paw at it, letting out squeaks and various other sounds

CW: Diaper and Hypnosis

squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp squish my pamp 🌀🍼🌀🍼

#abdl #abdlart #diaperfur

Almost halfway done, so here a sketch of Gabby 77 to hold someone over.

@teasyrat.bsky.social have been scammed, someone go out and show them some love and support so they can keep their internet up and continue posting.

My new motherboard and CPU

The one I'm currently using

My new motherboard and CPU have finally arrived, going to try to power through my backlog and start uploading it once I do the switch.

Don't worry, I have a external hard drive that I have to do some spring cleaning anyways that has my stuff

I'm extremely late to the party here but when I heard Charlie Kirk got assassinated, I busted out in laughter and tears.

Knowing my background, I'm not going to pretend to have pity, they don't even consider me as human.

I've been protesting Disney for copyright for as long as I remembered, but now all it took was Jimmy Kimmel being fired for people to light a fire under their asses?

SMH

Creating some legally distinct Pokemon knock offs

To anyone still following this, I'm still here just creating yet another backlog.

Also waiting on a couple of other commissions I've purchased get completed

Fun fact, this drawing was drawn under multiple PTSD episodes

[Vent Art]

I know it's tiring hearing me complain, but I've been burned by so many things (some of it well deserving because I'm not perfect) so much and so frequent, that all I can do is just complain, be hyper aware of the things I like, and what people think about me.

[Vent WIP]

If you are a better person, you would have killed yourself : everyone I've interacted

Loona from Helluva Boss messing a diaper while Moxxie and Millie look on from the couch.

Loona from Helluva Boss wetting a diaper while Moxxie and Millie look on from the couch.

Loona from Helluva Boss messing a diaper while Moxxie and Millie look on from the couch.

Loona from Helluva Boss wetting a diaper while Moxxie and Millie look on from the couch.

Good morning sweeties!

Here's the finished version of the main pic from yesterday's stream~

Plus a few alts ;3

Tried a new shading technique, it's faster, but I'm not sure I like it.

I ended up doing a lot of requests that I'll be posting over the next few days~

#loona #helluvaboss #diaper

Some extra stuff

Trying to carve out of style for me, haven't took real life pics in a while

Does anyone know a website where you can post hour-long videos with copyright music in the background?

Want to upload videos of my gameplay playing over songs I've saved over the years.

I know everything I said here is unhinged and "attention-seeking" and I will not apologize for it.

I'm just suicidally depressed of my life, identity, and interest being ripped apart and arranged to be either a "proper black man" or an Uncle Tom

[content warning: #soiling #messing #diaper]
here nick is getting used to let loose while judy most likely is already used to it a bit too much looking at those panties

commission for @trazon1.bsky.social

For example this version of Loona used to be Charles Monty 87 until he was trick to copy Loona in almost every aspect.

(Probably going to redraw this)

Only the one that used to be a Monty.

The TLDR explanation is that each Monty (250 to be exact) suffers from a personality disorder that permanently makes them mimic the identity they imprinted on, so to avoid confusion the character Monty is mimicking inherits their number.

Stunts like this is why Goatfrey 187 (and a lesser extent Lambert 186) have to be babysat by a non transformed CM, lest the entire Charles Militas get put on a global sex offenders list... again.