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I have updated my address so if anyone wants to uhh uhmmm buy me little treats like diapers or toys (horny) or toys (not horny) or gift cards for groceries i will be so appreciative!!!!!!!!!
if its any consolation my usage of the word contrived is PURELY positive. the more ridiculous and specific the setup the better, personally. so go absolutely wild and never hold back, my friend 🫡
09.03.2026 06:33 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i don't mind this one escaping containment because I'm getting such a wild variety of people's favorite contrived fantasy scenarios in the quotes that it's genuinely kind of fascinating
09.03.2026 05:55 — 👍 42 🔁 6 💬 1 📌 0this ain't even the first time this happened for me XD
09.03.2026 05:43 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0oh no my use of the word contrived is entirely positive. contrived and ridiculous is exactly how i like it. i like it when the worldbuilding and exposition is so clearly centered on propelling the author's fetish it genuinely brings me joy
09.03.2026 03:39 — 👍 9 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i need the eight pages of exposition before i can cum
09.03.2026 01:52 — 👍 81 🔁 4 💬 3 📌 0when it works it works
09.03.2026 01:49 — 👍 3220 🔁 821 💬 51 📌 34Just know the frustration is real and natural. you can return to art once it's all out and you're ready to give it a shot. and especially remember that your art is important, powerful and necessary, because it has YOUR voice. not just cause it looks good. :^)
08.03.2026 23:03 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0so we view our own art differently. It's all natural and even artists with 50+ years under their belt experience it too on occasion. Allow yourself some healthy time and space to cry and scream about it! Have a big ugly tantrum about how unfair it is then cuddle someone you trust to talk about it.
08.03.2026 23:03 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0it's less that it gets permanently easier, it just gets easier to recognize when you're falling into that sort of "dip" in the cycle, and eventually easier to recenter and climb out. As our art process develops and grows and we see more artists that inspire us, our personal visual standards shift++
08.03.2026 23:03 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0its more standardized name is "pathological demand avoidance" (all main sources i can find are children-oriented) and it more regularly refers to the phenomena of "well you told me to/I'm being expected to do the thing so i don't wanna do the thing" but it spans a bit broader than just that.
08.03.2026 21:24 — 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Which in that case, it really is just a matter of consistently drawing *anyway* and self-soothing that it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to get done. it is admittedly excruciating the first many times, but it gets easier as you continue.
08.03.2026 21:06 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0My best assumption is either autism task avoidance (which there's no real nice fix for other than "just do it even if you don't want to") or your personal visual standards demanding perfection and freaking you out.
08.03.2026 21:06 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0
wrote some new kinky messing and wetting fanfic for my o/ne p/iece heads. this time it is uta flavoured :)
archiveofourown.org/works/80758136
i don't know tags yet but hey. it's real
CACKLING
07.03.2026 22:33 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
// diapers
my pack of starry nights arrived so I had to doodle something real quick :-)
Lobo: Join my epic subscribestar page full of piss and also shit in pants and also sometimes diapers YCH: Ok lobo Lobo: $0 tier gets you access to my discord server while $5 gets you access to my high res art archive and $15 tier gets you access to a channel in my server where i share unposted art and wips YCH: Ok lobo
heeeey, guess what's finally opeeeeen! there's no tier-specific commissions at this time to mitigate my current workload, but I'm considering options for the future.
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07.03.2026 05:20 — 👍 9 🔁 9 💬 1 📌 0Two ponies embracing; a tall, lanky batpony with messy hair named Cadaver (it/its) and a smaller pony named Raspberry Splash (he/him). Splash is standing and leaning into the hold, with one leg lifted in the air as he copiously wets and messes his diaper. Splash is also covered in vampire-style bite marks; clearly from Cadaver. Cadaver coos at him: "Yes, oh yes, this is quite normal, my little one... just let it all out, yes."
The same two ponies in the same pose; this time, Splash is copiously messing and wetting a pair of undies, his hard horsecock visible as it tents the front. More Cadaver bites are visible. Cadaver chastises him: "Oh, too bad, too bad... perhaps you are still too young for those pants... but you might as well finish your shame, little colt."
// diapers, undies, messing, wetting, ponies
while i chip away at comms, here's some art of my ponies from my repository of unposted sketches :P
smiles a knowing, understanding smile
06.03.2026 21:30 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Also yes I'm aware substar is having a bit of a Moment in regards to picky content moderation. An actual personal website is in the brainstorming stages (could use some domain/site builder reccs haha), this is my tip jar until that's eventually fully realized.
06.03.2026 20:18 — 👍 9 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0Lobo: Join my epic subscribestar page full of piss and also shit in pants and also sometimes diapers YCH: Ok lobo Lobo: $0 tier gets you access to my discord server while $5 gets you access to my high res art archive and $15 tier gets you access to a channel in my server where i share unposted art and wips YCH: Ok lobo
heeeey, guess what's finally opeeeeen! there's no tier-specific commissions at this time to mitigate my current workload, but I'm considering options for the future.
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"aha yes, i have an excellent array of porn across various websites/sources for me to jerk it to tonight. i'll have a nice long session and just take it real easy before bed. :)"
>cums in under 5 minutes from the first video i watched
OTL
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06.03.2026 01:45 — 👍 539 🔁 698 💬 5 📌 22
You better wake the fuck up now. If we don't make their lives ABSOLUTELY FUCKING MISERABLE, we're going be the ones who get shafted. And HARD.
You best believe that everything about the Internet we know is going to die and everything we know and love with it.
I've made my calls today. You need to.
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06.03.2026 00:35 — 👍 2 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0well. it'll be fun for me. maybe fun for you too. we shall see
05.03.2026 23:57 — 👍 18 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0fun announcement from me tomorrow, perhaps?
05.03.2026 23:57 — 👍 33 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0reminder that Casey is 30. she physically regresses/shrinks when triggered/severely anxious. She also has trauma surrounding penetration.
05.03.2026 21:50 — 👍 53 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0