Emily Bee

Anxiety and trepidation. But also gratitude and a cautious hope.

I keep telling myself we’ll get through this. Cos we HAVE TO, right?

Much Love and Solidarity to y’all on this beautiful Sunday in the Midwest.

I am thankful for all of you. 💖

Fashion As Resistance Lewks I’ve Created. If I Can’t SLAY, I Don’t Want Part Of Your Revolution.
#thrifted #fashion #rebellion #resistance #fashionableriot #resisthoweveryoucan #thriftedfashion #fashionnotfascism

& don’t even get me started about my medications that keep the diabetes at bey! My atypical antipsychotic keeps me stable but causes my blood sugar to go crazy & I need my drugs for my pancreas to work properly. My fucking life is on the line cos of this shit. See you on the Wellness Farm! ☠️

If I lose my psych meds thanks to RFK Jr’s “Make America Healthy Again” bullshit, I’ll lose everything I’ve worked so hard at to gain: my job, my cute apartment, my friends, my good relationship with my mom. My Sanity. And maybe MY FUCKING LIFE. If not for SSRIs and mood stabilizers I’d be dead.

I am a beautiful broad with a support rotisserie chicken. I clean up real nice. But I always come home to my emotional support rotisserie chicken.

Tonight is my job’s holiday party (closed to the public, woo!) I’ve been in shitty spirits since the inauguration but I’m trying to get excited. I’m such a drama nerd so I’m helping my coworkers costume themselves. This year’s theme is Gangsters in Paradise: A Margaritaville Murder Mystery.

Watching Babylon Berlin auf Deutsch & feeling helpless & hopeless. I love this show but it feels so similar to where we are in ‘Murica. We’ve learned nothing from the past & are now doomed to this rise of a fascist white nationalist regime. Pass me all the vices cos I’m gonna party like it’s 1929.

Anyone else really struggling? I’m not doing well at all. My depression and anxiety are at a high not felt since the start of the pandemic. I feel so despondent. I just want to stay inside and hide under the covers. Sleep my life away. I’m so worried. Frightened. And full of rage.

Cos Bluesky’s character limit makes my pontificating a challenge, read the picture. Kthnxbi!

I like to think of myself as the perfect combination of hooker, housewife, and hell-raiser. I’m a former sw-er and current hedonist. I’m the nurturing “mom” friend. And I’m always ready to fight and to stand up for anarcho-righteousness. I’m a triple threat!

Who is this irresistible creature who has an insatiable love for the dead?

#freakonaleashfellowship #numetalnight #freaksover40 #robertzombie #livingdeadsquirrel

You ever got super stoned and then wouldn’t shut up about wanting to see Willem Defoe’s dong? Yeah… Me neither.

SHOW ME THAT D, APPLETON’S OWN!!!

#treatingwillemdefoelikeapieceofmanmeat

My birthday proper is Tuesday January 28th. And I’m thinking of having my nearest and dearest over for charcuterie and wine. And coffee. And pie. Cos David Lynch, my fellow Aquarius, would approve. And I’m turning 42. The answer to everything in the universe. You’re welcome!

OH MY GLOB! It’s almost my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! I’m trying to plan out my celebratory shenanigans! I have no plans on Friday. I’m going to X-Ray for Freak On A Leash and then to Sabb for Paul H’s birthday night on Saturday. And Sunday I took off of work, so Birthday Brunch?!?! I wanna party with y’all!

Another Anthem for 2025. This whole album, really. I need this soundtrack. And you do, too.

#caustic #americancarrion #industrialmusic #madisonwisconsin #wisconsinindustrial #fuck47 #fuck45 #refuseresistraiseyourfist #bravenewworld

REFUSE! RESIST! RAISE YOUR FIST!
If you’ve got something to say, WARRIORS COME OUT TO PLAY!

FUCK THAT FASCIST BEAT!

I’m not okay today. I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay again. I’ll try to m get weird with it. I’m still traumatized by the first go-round. This time it’ll be worse. I want to go home. But home doesn’t exist anymore. We live in the Twilight Zone. We live in a waking nightmare. THIS is our REALITY.

DM me your SoulSeek info…

Do you have it on dvd or is it streaming? And where?

So uhhh we’re just Sieg Heil-ing now, huh?

America! Fuck… YOU! I hate everything! And I’m pretty fuckin’ pissed, YEAH!

I’m so angry today. I’m so angry. So sad. So scared. There is nothing okay about any of this. Fascism and white christian nationalism is in front of us. Time to RESIST. Time to FIGHT. Time for REVOLUTION. I may be angry and sad and scared but I REFUSE to give up or give in.

Trans people will always exist whether or not the fascists in power try to eradicate them from the cultural zeitgeist. Trans people will still be trans even while losing their rights. This just proves the powers that be are afraid of and angry at anyone who’s not straight white cis male and rich.

Yes! It’s awesome that Leonard Peltier has been released from prison. But he’s not free. Cos Biden is still too milquetoast to actually fully pardon him. Commuting a life sentence behind bars to a life sentence behind your own door is not freedom. This isn’t a victory. Guess it’s a start, tho…

American Carrion, by Caustic 11 track album

New Anthem Just Dropped!

Hell Yeah!

I protecc. I attacc. But most importantly I look like a towering snacc.

It’s my sweetie’s birthday. After 12pm, I’ll be only on here for the remainder of the week, then I’ll remove myself from the Metaverse. My birthday is next week. I’m angry & scared & motivated. I’m here for y’all. We gotta hold onto each other, we gotta FIGHT, keep us all alive. I love you so much.

It’s Living In Oblivion Night at X-Ray Arcade! And I look… Fan-Fucking-Tastic! How are YOU looking? Will I be seeing YOU? On the dance floor? At the bar? I miss y’all! Let’s PARTY!

I’m going to make coffee… A Damn Fine Cup of Coffee. It’s what David would have wanted.

For All of Us.

Last night I watched the Chicago Parts Unknown episode where Anthony Bourdain has fried steak sammiches & talks “jag-offs” with Steve Albini and lost my shit. 2 of the most influential & important (& curmudgeonly) men to my snarky ass.
And now David Lynch and Bob Uecker…
My tender heart, she aches.